A pulsation that is shaped in universe
Monday, December 09, 2024
A pulsation that is shaped in universe
ChatGPT's horror
Saturday, November 23, 2024
Tapping unpredicted pattern
I am totally into AI (frankly I
am totally into anything that interests and excites, I get sidetrack quite
often and loose my way). I also like to observe my wacky brain -messed up jelly
that goes haywire, that I chase even to the darkest corners (and I am quite
sure each brain is as messy). It is an interesting ride, provided you keep it
in leash not to cross the law and poke too much into social norms that offend
herd, not that I am bothered. What is remarkable about human brain (incidentally the most sophisticated
thing in the universe) is that, eventhough it is distracted quite easily and is
mostly restive and in danger of doing absolute crap, when it concentrates it
can go on for hours without you even realizing. Left to my own I can go on
forever. There are instances where you start reading a book in the night, and
then start hearing crows and ask yourself ‘what’s with the crows?’ and realize
it is morning!
AI is emergent alright, and can
connect patterns which may not be accessible to us (the other day Hassabis was
quoted saying that within five years we will get enough sophistication to make
black box transparent, like a brain scan!). So, it can connect nuanced and
sophisticated patterns hence emergent creative qualities. It is therefore more
than what it is fed is settled thing. What is really interesting is unintended.
This grey area of gibberish referred to as hallucination. I recall interesting
take on it as mutation (Suleyman). So, it is possible to be alive to another
reality that is yet to be explored. Studying how my brain works -particularly
in acquiring english, and the strategies I aligned to, helps me to understand working
of generative AI better. There is something much interesting that happens
sometimes, and that is tapping into unpredicted pattern, and this is what I am
quite excited about when it comes to AI, apart from all the latest breathtaking innovations.
When I access an idea or an
interesting complexity or an ephemeral thought and want to convert it into writing I am more focused on
few keywords and so immediately push in chain of words into the slots to create
a sentence. Many a times the jumble spreads to intended meaning and you can refine it
further but mostly it is gibberish, so you access the iterative learning of
structure of language from persistent reading to work a logical sequence. And
when it feels right you know you have done the job as a communicator, as
a writer. What is remarkable here is sometimes words sequencing into unintended
pattern. This has happened to me many times, particularly while scribbling
poems and occasionally while writing paragraphs. Some line, that is unintended pattern, carrying insightful
idea appear from nowhere and wrench it into entirely different direction and
take you by complete surprise. This is what is immensely exciting, the access
to unknown -not as well thought out deliberate logical action but unexpressed and unexpected, and you really have to be ready for it. It is like walking
in crowded Chandni chowk with myriad bylanes and turns and you accidently step
into one and end up at an interesting place! Sometimes I end in unintended
pattern as I mistook the meaning of word and use it without realizing and later
when cross check with dictionary I get meaning and a hint of a new thought. What is
clear is unintended pattern exist and is within the realm of reach. I am quite
excited about this as I do the parallel possibility with AI. Imagine the best
of writers from all the languages and the possibility of AI that could bring
out sophisticated unintended pattern from extremely sensitive and talented writings, it is accessing something deeper than complex subconscious.
This is one space worth watching.
Friday, November 22, 2024
Thursday, November 21, 2024
Carbon emission responsibility
So, they are fighting over who is
developed and who is developing at COP. While we are still at the basics the monarchist
feudal hedonistic theocratic fuel guzzling Saudis are doing their do, that is,
being irresponsible and carefully skirting the line which could see West fall in
their own trap of Islamophobia and so angst back off! Well, ruffled feathers
could be mend with expensive gifts. Nice. Meanwhile in 2025 arrogant Americans
will present the savior of white gun hugging racist christians to the world. Every
charlatan will find a readymade scapegoat on the world stage to point finger and
take eyes off them as they cut loose and go digging for oil. The herd is blissfully
unaware, and when there is a deluge and find themselves stranded in flood they
realize there is no help coming from anywhere. As these becomes normal, they
will be forgotten and dumped into nearest pit. There are next cyclones, forest fires,
heatwaves, food price to worry about.
There is no binary of developed and developing in climate debate. There is no them and us in global crisis. Some regions have historical pollution that gave them all the luxuries -ofcourse they were smart to invent and discover science and technology and new ways to prosper, good for them, but now when we calculate the carbon in the atmosphere their contribution cannot be negated, and they will have to take responsibility, and will have to pay according to their share. Which also means we cannot hinge everything on historical polluters and not fix responsibility on present days wanton emitters. Instead of fixed nations and binary of developed and developing some new mechanism of fixing responsibility must be thought about. World has advanced in last few decades the knowledge of these must be included. Essentially it is a multinational effort involving multidisciplinary experts and professionals from crucial areas. With my limited understanding, using the knowledge of punting (wherein there are various factors that influence the outcome of a race, historical data -past performance, incidents, races in various distances, timing after handicap factoring, age, shift in equipment and performance so on, latest data -training details, weight gains, handicap, distance, trainer record, jockey skills/weight, equipment change so on, dynamic data -that is evolving including look of the horse at paddock, grapevine information, cheating pattern so on and open to new unexpected factors), there are more complexities. Hence the system must be attuned to cater to these. For instance, historical pollution is a factor that include reparation as compensation, and for the contemporary pollution, per capita emission be taken and then use measurements like Gini coefficient -assign some value so that we get a fair representation. Total emission of nation must also be a factor, and be calculated on the areas/size of the nation, so that population increase is not an incentive and shouldn’t hide under capita emission ruse by richer sections in poor countries. There are many factors including dynamic, like, actions taken by state (and not promises), after comprehensive evaluation all these be given weightage (indeed the discussion should have been on this) and with the use of sophisticated AI come out with a new understanding on fixing responsibility and strategies. Mitigative actions carry complexities and conditions of region hence resources be assigned accordingly. I am sure much smarter people with experience have better insights.
Tuesday, November 19, 2024
Trees face extinction
Trees are defining component of many ecosystems, and are fundamental
to life on Earth through their role in carbon, water and nutrient cycles, soil
formation and climate regulation. They provide habitat for many species
as also livelihood to people. Trees cool the surrounding and provide shade, as also
contribute to identity and aesthetics of the place. Trees are part of myth, folklore
and stories, and are soul satisfying presence. Many species of plants and trees are saved
by “kavu” -sacred groves in the forest or dense vegetation mostly inhabited by
snakes, quite common in Kerala and Coorg (Karnataka). These are preserved for thousands of years and traces to proto religion
that respected nature (possibly for fear of unknown forces that dense dark
forest represented). There are no deity but some rocks or shape of cobra's hood. You light a lamp and do a
silent pray, and leave everything as it is. As basic and as profound. Ofcourse in recent times religion has claimed these spaces and vandalized with structures and noise, but the sacredness remains and is therefore protected. These
spaces are now refuge for rare species of plants and trees, and possibly microorganisms
that will have much significance in future.
Clearing forest for farming and agriculture are the biggest
threat to trees apart from logging, as also pests and diseases that is set to rise
with increase in temperature. Increasing number of forest fires have significantly
impacted the species biomass. Recent study points to possible extinction of
legume tree, Vachellia bolei, along the TamilNadu coast mainly due to
sand mining and conversion for cultivation. Human population and increasing
consumption is the common factor in all the problems we face. Yet devious people
are worried about falling fertility rate in some regions (as society evolves and
increase in sophistication population will decrease, it is now for the technology
to compensate as also increase comfort with more efficiency and less
consumption of resources). Dark empaths working on neoliberal needs and primitive
parameters of religion perform worry for falling human population and sniff out
these as ‘news’. These opportunists shouldn’t be allowed to control narration. There
cannot be any incentive for increasing human fertility.
*According to the report magnolias are most threatened tree
species. Sampige (Magnolia Champaca) is a special tree, I used to carry those light-yellow
tepals (tepals are fused petals and sepals -fun fact here is magnolias
evolved before bees and depend on beetles for pollination hence these sturdier
tepals) in my pocket -such agreeable light fragrance. Sampige road in Bangalore
is now crowded and noisy hell but in mid-2000s was much quieter and a lovely
place to walk.
Sunday, November 17, 2024
The rise of dark empaths
There is consolidation of extreme forces in
democratic societies across the world favoring authoritarian leaders. Rising
insecurity and disconnect in globalized world and lack of worth in increasingly
transactional nature of society could be factors. What is not given much
attention is the sinister rise of dark empaths and how they systematically
degraded institutions. The reason why there is no caution against dark empaths
is because they are quite comfortable in neoliberal value system hence have
occupied crucial positions and narration controls. They define success hence
the characteristic of dark empaths is positioned as desirable. Dark empaths
moved in into the mainstream in mid-1990s as the neoliberal world went about
globalizing. Consumerism defined every aspect of deal from news to
entertainment to education to even human relations and emotions. If
it has market value then it is useful, everything else can be dumped or strive
to find monetization potential. Unthinking youngsters trapped in the system earnestly
go about working out career in jobs that seeks monetization possibility from anything
anywhere. The neoliberal claws are ready and constantly sharpened to grasp any
possibility of monetization even in bleakest of situation. In this extractive system technology adds to the
efficiency of exploit and effectiveness of control.
Empathy is important and a valued attribute that defines human being. To be attuned to other’s emotions and care for their feelings is even exhibited by most toddlers before they even learn to speak. Empathy makes us social beings and for a considerate and caring society -evidence shows that the extinct humans Neanderthals also exhibited empathy and cared for their sick. Dark empaths however use empathy to manipulate for gains, named after a 2021 study, it is characterized by dark traits combined with empathy. Dark empaths use cognitive empathy, so they cognitively recognize how something might make you feel, and use that knowledge to manipulate you. Cognitive empathy is logically understanding other’s feeling and needs. It is different from emotional empathy wherein the person feels the worry and pain as if they are jointly experiencing hence cannot keep detached, there is a genuine remorse. There is another much deeper empathy referred to as compassionate empathy -a strong desire to help others and will go out of the way to make other’s feel better. I have come across compassionate empathy they are rare gem of a people who really shouldn’t be existing in this cruel world. Long time back as a witness to an accident on Pusa Road, and here I was emotionally empathizing and distressed, this girl went out of the way to help the man, she poured water and used bare hands to carefully wipe his face to reduce pain (it’s a nasty world, and sincerely hope she is in better surrounding with her world intact, such people don’t last long). I also have come across nurses with zero empathy who probably wouldn’t mind pulling the plug. Some 16years back I wrote about psychopaths in media who filmed a dying man, you may visit https://depalan.blogspot.com/2008/06/how-to-put-value-on-human-life.html.
The rise of attention seeking economy have only
empowered dark empaths as they spread wide and across. The woke backlash consolidated
them as defender of higher values that has diminishing takers. Meanwhile common
people across the world pay a heavy price as democratic institutions takes
beating and so the critical issues of climate breakdown and biodiversity loss. Dark empaths for their nefarious gain have significantly contributed to rise of authoritarianism
and diminishing crucial issues and polarization of society. I was reading Han
Kang’s Human Act -strongly recommended book, these few lines are
pertinent “…we’d all performed the miracle of stepping outside the shell of our
own selves, one person’s tender skin coming into grazed contact with another,
felt as though they were rethreading the sinews of that world heart, patching
up the fissures from which blood had flowed, making it beat again. That was
what captured me, what has stayed with me ever since…”. Other is not imagined. Other
is lived. Lived in experiences that binds to profound realization of humanity.
**the pic herein is of common place black empath in India.
Friday, November 15, 2024
*Indian jujube tree
Thursday, November 14, 2024
Listen to her
Mia Mottley, the PM of Barbados, is the person who presents glimmer of hope in an exceedingly bleak world as it cruises towards the titanic iceberg of climate flip and breakdown. We know we are heading for a head on, and the distance reduces at an alarming rate as we keep assuring that it is still too far. Atleast the passengers on the Titanic didn’t have to go through this agony of imminent disaster. Ms. Mottley is an urgent and extremely articulate representor of vulnerable small nation on the brink of the onslaught of climate breakdown. She is therefore relentless and quite clearly passionately committed to seek solutions and unite for global action. Her views therefore carry earnestness of practical solutions hence gets to the crux of the matter without any pretensions.
Monday, November 11, 2024
Saturday, November 09, 2024
Friday, November 08, 2024
Media is dead
Importance of liberal
democracy is not understood since nobody is bothered. Everyone is selfish and
playacting concern to consolidate power. Social media has empowered people no
doubt but also to fully act on their own selfish opportunist ways that they observe and emulate from powerful people as they amass riches with least effort.
Collective news source no longer exists. People are living in alternate realities.
Media is dead (to paraphrase Nietzsche). Whatever media may say they no longer
hold the narration of collective. Ofcourse, most do source check the facts but
their narrative are agenda driven and controlled by extremely rich people
seeking more influence. Their focus and prioritization are biased to their
ideology and profit from sponsors. Legacy media worked to extend the status quo
and balance the regressive. To assert that they stand for truth is spacious.
The reason why people desperately look for alternate source of news is because they
don’t trust, or else they choose the easy ways of daily sedation by dumbed down infotainment of least responsibility.
We therefore live in
post-media world. When collective is no longer source for information it
creates its own problems. It is responsibility of the state and tech platform
to authenticate facts, create systems to red flag and tag misinformation and
disinformation. There is explosion of variety of opinions, that is not
controlled and disseminated by elite and narrow interests. With access to
authentic facts, it is for individual to choose what to read and frame his or
her thoughts on. Value education, compassion and aesthetic sensibilities will
create the framework for better. Therefore, in this post media world the state
has a huge responsibility to invest in quality education and critical thinking.
It must invest collective activities for young, active involvement in nature
like kitchen gardening, butterfly parks, maintaining trees, bird watching so
on. Best of education is rooted to uniqueness of each life and biodiversity in
which they nurture. Such connectedness nurture understanding and therefore compassion
for other life. This is investment for better future. Social institutions that actively
value and strengthen framework of empathy and compassion. Creative people who extend
creative sensibilities of society. Technology has increased speed of access to
the world and rapidly multiplied possibilities of senses but that shouldn’t be
the reason to hasten pace of life. There is a need to slow down. Our experience
of life needs slower introspective involvement to bring in the best
possibilities. State is dutybound to create framework for people to find their uniqueness
and connect to surrounding. It should no longer be an individual pursuit, long
delayed. State must invest in public areas where people are actively
discouraged from using smart devices. Spaces for people to sit around for as
long as they want, parks and garden with biodiversity, unique attributes of the
habitat and value the ordinary. Quieter ‘boring’ places needs to be part of
life’s experience that is being actively sought to be negated. Too much
excitement over inane is not adding to anything but people on dopamine rush
with low attention. It is a mix that surely cannot produce anything worthy. There
is an urgent need for new narration to redefine what we value.
Cycle lanes and footpaths
actively slow down pace of life while being sustainable and healthy. Work space
can encourage a day without technology every month or so. Areas to spent
leisure time without much activity or purpose must be encouraged. More
information and awareness need space for cooling the mind, ability to evaluate
and understand, space to think. Slowing down makes delicate nuances and
astonishing complexities accessible. Connecting to world fast is exciting but
shouldn’t decide conduct of life and how we experience. Neoliberal value system
has created this framework of fast technology equated to fast pace of life so
as to work their ‘development’ model which is based on fast consumption defined
as ‘growth’ on juvenile assumption of unending resources and no consequences.
Apart from environment impact and individual wellbeing what is not discussed is
how it is working to define collective sensibilities and connection to
surrounding. People are increasingly getting alienated through technology,
further isolated from surroundings through in social media, they create
alternate world through virtual associations that is not able to distinguish fantastical
from real hence easily fall prey to all kinds of fake narrations. A strong
foundation of quality education, compassion and refined sensibilities is a
barrier from the pull of rot of hate groups, extremist views, supremacist chauvinistic
ideas and exceptionalism, conspiracy theories and all the worst possibilities.
Since they are not able to find alternate to neoliberal capitalism nor refine
and reevaluate the premise of development and growth it is for people to insist
on slow down spaces so as to retrieve their being. We are not cog in neoliberal
greed nor does job define our value or need to occupy ourselves from fear of
our worst selves.
Thursday, November 07, 2024
Wokeism and profound disconnect
I value words therefore with deep sense of anguish I use this word:
woke. I refused to give in as the word was being appropriated and vandalized.
Woke is a beautiful word that traces to 1930s black American call for staying
politically and culturally awake “stay woke, keep eyes open”. Essentially it
means to be alert to racial
or social discrimination and injustice, along with being aware of what's going
on. It was widely used during BlackLifeMatter movement and quickly broaden to
include other issues, seeping into frivolous posturers hence lost intend, very
soon the backlash saw it being used as sarcasm for ‘performative activism’ and
mocked as ‘overrighteous liberalism’. Now the word is used as a sort of abuse
in social media. ‘Woke culture’ ‘woke mind virus’ is free for all space for all
kinds of slur. It is a study on valued word being reduced to insult. So I too will
go along with it since it appropriately abstracts the contemporary context that
is becoming too common. We are therefore living in woke world where everyone is
performing for attention, righteousness has clientele in West and fits in
narration of angst. Western angst is a feeling that arise when you know you are
compromised and want to cover it up with overindulgence of righteousness that is
essentially at the expense of others. This angst is carefully packed to
showcase themselves as benign arbitrators, the civilized presence. It doesn’t
ask for systems change nor critical scrutiny since it will negate their
significance and expose their complicity. Woke is fake indulgence that severely
degrades society. Woke’s performative activism takes matter to extreme to show
its hold over common people as also a challenge to its competitors in the game
of righteousness. It also cleverly morphs their role in systems that
perpetuates the same. Historical injustices must be studied and understood to
the context of time, and when you understand you realize that there are systems
which controls and nurture individual actions essentially to perpetuate the
system. A primitive society nurture such institutions and unevolved humans in
different stages of barbarity will thoughtlessly indulge in these atrocities. Hence,
it’s important to remove systems that nurtures injustices and discriminations. Systems
that undermine democratic ideals, equality and liberty. Performative activism is
carefully orchestrated to avoid questioning the system. Wokeism is here and now
without any complexities or difficult questions.
Horrors of slavery and untold trauma
committed on blacks as they were dislocated from Africa and transported to Europe
and US has no parallels in history. Hence no one should attempt to play surrogates
for blacks. It must be understood clearly that racism against blacks is not
same as racism against Asians or anyone else, it is also woke travesty to
conflate racism with religion. Which also means any institution and system that
nurture racism against blacks have no place in contemporary world and must be
dismantled. Any racism against black must be dealt severely with all the
understanding and significance of historical injustice. Which also means the
humans living now are not to be treated as extension of past instead every
attempt be made to remove any injustice in the present. Dismantling systems
that continue injustice of past must be priority with quality education and nutritional
security for children. Woke performative justice creates dissension and is
meant to keep the infighting going for benefits. They rarely question anything
that doesn’t benefit them. Clearly, performance is orchestrated for benefits. They
uniquely lack compassion (except as posturing in front of audience) and are
mostly obnoxious people with serious attention seeking needs. They cunningly use
people to score points among their ilk. They stampede for power, awards,
extract benefits from those whom they are purportedly fighting, they grab as
they playact their woke concerns that is increasingly disjointed from realities
of people they are vying to save. Comfortably placed, and rarely affected by vicissitudes
of life that engulf most people, they actively vitiate the situation to gain
attention as savior. They are clever status quoist conniving to replace and not
change anything. Their beliefs are tailored to the need, a ruse to exact price
for effort and a tool to compete for status. Hence the effort is always
symbolic, lacking any motivation to improve the system, positioning themselves as actively
involved representation. Their self-obsession is matched by stampede for self-aggrandizing
relevance that will keep attention on them. The one on the left side of wokeism
seek puritanical idealism that is further disjointed from common people, and is
meant for scoring high moral grounds and intellectual bearing. They manipulate egalitarian
intents and democratic institutions to their specific needs and narrow
interests, not surprisingly against the interest of people whom they seek to
represent. Beleaguered people also face backlash that is directed against woke
making situation worst for them.
Minority rights matters in a democratic society, but to reduce diversity into extremism of narrow religious identity, and to fixate humans into this primitive conception, is woke. Also, not to question transgression of religion into democracy is woke. Not to question how it segregates and dehumanizes gender (and race in US) is woke. To tolerate intolerance is not liberal, nor democratic. Issue of migrants is having serious ramification all across Europe and consolidating rightist response. Migrants are important contributors in any society but migrants don’t have divine right to enter any nation-state. Illegal migrants are a threat anywhere in the world. The state in its wisdom and compassion will take its call understanding the consequences and impact on its society, importantly citizenship to migrant has to go through stringent process. Invoking history doesn’t help, nobody is interested. Speak the contemporary reality. Even recent migrants to US (now citizens) don’t want new immigrants to the country and seek stricter control of migrants. They voted for Trump. This is what happens when elitism loose contact with reality of common people. They will vote for any plain-speaking charlatan to protect what they estimate as threat to their livelihood and security.
LGBTQ rights are important, they are vulnerable minority who are prosecuted in most part of the world. Compassion to their plight is what defines humane society and to institutionalize their rights is democratic. But this cannot be taken to extreme. They cannot start asserting (“identifying with”) all kinds of nonsense and create nuisance in public space. Nor can it be allowed to diminish and override women’s right. Individual right is valued and must be protected but not over others. Woke is arrogant estimation of one’s special place in people life and complacency of this self-assuredness. A compassionate leader would easily understand the problem common people perceive and actively involve to assuage. If Trump speaks of children coming back from school with gender change it is not about facts but putting the centrality of issue into people’s daily discourse. Whether you criticize or not you end up discussing it, and once you discuss you bring in your bias. So even though it has nothing to do with you or your reality you have fallen for the divisive agenda. Woke inflated for righteous indulgence and presented to charlatans to play savior. It is easy choice for common people. A logical compassionate leader would have clearly asserted that children cannot decide hence there will be law for no sex change until they are adult nor any violations on their body until they reach age of consent. Period. Since woke values did not allow this, charlatans worked overtime to exploit this minor matter into major threat posed to idea of family and really worked into common people's fear. If Trump talked nonsense about Haitian immigrants eating pets. It is not about pets. It is about migrants. It is a devious strategy to trigger and inflate the issue in people’s mind. Fantastical the claims the better. And if it has even a sliver of experience to their life or what they have understood from media as a threat they will latch on. It is not difficult to present pattern of migrant violence in Europe, it may be biased or minor incidents in spiraling violence but that inconsequential sliver of truth creates a narration and is inflated into their reality and conflated to their problem. Issues related to transgender is too insignificant matter but they are exaggerated with general threat to way of life. They didn’t vote for stuttering old wind bag, they voted for a man who took vulgar potshot against insular elites. He himself is the rich elite was lost since woke was worked to represent elitist threat.
Views must be engaged and responded
with skills of argumentation and critical thinking faculties and not cancelled
if it doesn’t fit in one's narration. Nor should it be classified into silos of
binary and dismissed. Those in public space as leaders and opinion influencers
have arduous task and immense responsibility. Not to fall into cliché or totalizing ideologies, and
actively pursue to create narration that address challenges of contemporary
world. Unfortunately, very few people understand gravity of Nazi association and
horror, they have no time nor caliber to contemplate on history. They go by
easy narrations that synch with their world and challenges they face or made to
perceive -we live in world of perception primed by neoliberal system. If responsible
compassionate people don’t get actively involved in deciphering complexities
into simple terms for common people, then opportunist charlatans will provide
the simplistic versions to occupy the mind and vandalize. One shouldn’t undermine
the misogynistic framework that is nurtured by patriarchal values of religion. That
‘cheap grace’ estimate women as second grade citizen who cannot even have
control over their body is easily extended to resistance to women in leadership
position. Kamala Harris was way better than Trump on every parameter but she
lost has also to do with toxic masculinity fostered by religion in its sickening
patriarchal moral euphemisms that comes alive in modern institutions and crucial
discourses. Even a man of the stature of Pope -a moral authority for millions of followers, couldn’t locate
the evil in simplest of binary choice is indicative of predicament of common
people.
Wednesday, November 06, 2024
The horror
USA is diminished and has become a burden on humanity. Our mistake we took them seriously and placed high expectation (they though presents an interesting study on complacency and arrogance). It will be difficult to contain the splatter (the disgust as the world will have to again tolerate this obnoxious narcist for next 4years, and if he dies in office the next one). World has become significantly unpredictable in such a crucial juncture. US has failed, failed very badly. Looking back I think defeat of Al Gore (who had the potential to be one of the greatest American president ever) -that was orchestrated by the system, was the turning point. They didn't find the need to rectify the flaw. It is steep downhill from here. Brace yourself. Feels like passengers on Titanic as it hit the iceberg, they couldn't believe what they thought as invincible is drowning. Imagine the consternation, and then the utter horror.
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men. (TS Eliot)




