Wednesday, November 12, 2025
An upsetting incident
I too was carried away by the rumor and almost posted this writeup. So, after a delay and much consideration I am posting it verbatim to underline and tag the disinformation that affects us and must be dealt with all urgency. Meanwhile I hope Mr. Dharmendra lives many more years in peace.
The age of innocence
Nowadays they call it movie, they
call it paddam or cinema, but when we were young, we knew only the word picture.
And in picture things were quite clear, there will be hero, heroin, villain and
funny people. The template was quite fixed. What we would look forward to was good
‘fight’, which we emulated in slow motion, including open eyed death scene!
Dharmendra was right at the top. His snarling dialogues were rage. I really
liked enacting him. When I became aware of him, he had already passed his
prime, weekend movies on television revived his glory. His death is passing away of slice of childhood.
Those were age of innocence that also
coincided with my life (I wonder if I were an adult I would watch). Movies as
sophisticated expression of art came quite late. Even when I was in my early 20s I
would be watching movies like Cliffhanger in Chennai big screen, not
once but three times, in the back row, the middle row, and right in the front.
Watching movies like Cliffhanger from the front row was a unique
experience! It was much later that I got into film festival circuit, as also
printing fake entries (those days it was fun -trolling the system, in the
present context with increased security concerns it is a serious crime).
Nowadays with online access things have become convenient as also better
options from array of brilliant international movies and old classics that give
new meaning and understanding to art as an expression of life. There are
ofcourse lots of mediocre nonsense on offer but these can easily be chaffed
through. Indeed, finding a good movie (like a good book) to invest your precious
time and effort has become an arduous task. Many a times when I am in a mood to
watch some good movie in the afternoon, I spent more time in trying to find out
what to watch! And only after finding strong recommendations from multiple
reliable sources do I settle to watch. Sometimes having started to watch a movie after much scrutiny you realize that it is not matching the standards. Watching
best from all across the world for many decades evolve sensibilities and you know within 15-20 minutes whether the movie is worth
the time. Nobody is really interested in stories (the template is quite
limited) but the nuance and depth of complexities and expressions. Even in crime
thrillers stories influence is quite limited, it is how narration handled
and image worked that leaves abiding impact and adds layers of meaning. For instance,
High and Low made in 1960s (Akira Kurosawa) is such a brilliant movie
while the recent remake (Spike Lee) such a shoddy attempt.
*What I find charming in Indian movies
(ofcourse apart from reminiscence of childhood innocence) are some really
soulful well sung songs and brilliant (indeed sometimes embarrassing) play of
colors. Many memorable songs were filmed with Dharmendra. The thing about movie
songs is that they work in limited frame of simple language so as to connect to
the mass. This simplicity that touches millions of hearts is profound. What
makes it further dear is life embedded in these moments of listening hence
vivid association with memory. Some of Dharmendra movie songs clearly presents early
teen years in mind’s eye. Ofcourse there were lots of garbage in Indian movies but
some precious gems stand out. The other day I was listening to Malayalam song
while driving (Olichirikkan from Aranyakam movie by ONV). O such a
beautiful deceptively simple song (lyrics are amazing and well sung -Chitra, the
music though is seriously lacking), it increases my happiness index every time!
What I specifically find adorable is this exquisite line Thotta vadi ninne
eniku enthu ishtum annanno – “touch-me-not (plant) how much I love you
you-know”. What really takes this line to quaint beauty is the word enthu,
the line could’ve been Thotta vadi ninne eniku ishtum annanno
“touch-me-not (plant) how I love you you-know”. As also the word annanno,
instead of annu. Ofcourse it creates musicality but the difference is
much deeper, from annu to annanno makes it adoringly innocent. These
words really change it into something very precious.
Tuesday, October 28, 2025
Sunday, October 26, 2025
Jokes of the matter!
"Personally I have no bone
to pick with graveyards" (Beckett)
Humour is existential. Good humour creates
aesthetics of absurdity, the awareness of meaningless. The depth of comic is in
this awareness of absurdity. The reason why this line is funny and absurd as
also subtle word play that creates hilarious impact. Beckett's creative primed in
theatre of absurd where meaning can be understood in depth of meaningless. ‘Should
I kill myself, or have cup of coffee?’ is humourous question but an important
philosophical one. That truly redefine meaning of life itself. There is a
reason why Camus assumed Sisyphus to be happy. Zen master snap a laugh and the
meaning becomes apparent.
Good humour is hard to find, and
in a restricted crass world humour works within the limitation of system in
which it performs (what happened in Saudi is assault, not only on comedy, but on liberty and freedom, it is not funny
at all, indeed, a serious incursion on free society). It will rarely glimpse
the existential, hence complex expression and thoughts that it initiates, but
may bring the momentary absurdity of the situation or the system of control. An
exaggeration and the unexpected becomes framework for humour. An evolved sense
of humour is an art. It needs exceptionally talented raconteur with sense of
timing and pulse of audience to execute. A good joke is necessarily compassion driven
hence will not be at the expense of anyone but at the absurdity of the
situation. The reason why sense of humour is an evolved attribute, nearer to understanding
reality, and the bearer essentially good-natured humans. This eviscerating sincerity
is what authoritarians fear. Less talented use vulgar, shock and crude expressions, to
challenge the system as joke. This works with audience with limited
sensibilities (something that is quite common in standup comedians these days)
and may act as vent for oppressed populace and rebellious youngsters.
Sense of humour is quite difficult to express and I have abiding respect for people with this talent. I too tried
these when I was addressing group (whether taking sessions on different topics
or when on nature walk/trek) with some modest success. Worst is when you crack
a joke to a group and it doesn’t work. They look at you with narrowing eyes, it is truly a mortifying experience. So you
have to do a serious self-analysis to get it right. Choice of words, accent/language that match the region (for instance english is differently accented in bangalore as compared to delhi, also the link words has to be local -joke in complete english doesn't really work most of the times hence if you are in Karnataka use bit of essential kannada with english, in TN use tamil with english, in Kerala malayalam with english and in north use hindi with english so on), timing,
delivery, facial expression to keep the attention…all matters. The reason why I
read joke books (Asimov has some good collection, even Khushwant Singh) as
also closely follow cartoons (drawing cartoon is a diligent difficult work that I am
thinking of putting more attention into). The other day I was reading an old joke book on environment
issues! (pic herein).
Sunday, October 19, 2025
An eternal rest for weary soul
Friday, October 10, 2025
Awards as self-validation
**I watch Nobel peace prize announcement with much trepidation considering history of likes of Kissinger. I am deeply troubled if Trump wins, it will be a debilitating setback (I will quit social media altogether, as it is I am reflecting on it). I shared this with ChatAi, it assured me Trump has low chance -but nevertheless a chance and that is a concern. People with power and influence can do anything they want; they can create their own narration and mainstream it, and even make us learn it. This happens all the time. Validating them with prestigious awards will diminish humanity in no uncertain term. Ideally an award seamlessly appreciates the appropriate.
***it is announced, great news Venezuelan democracy activist Mario Corina Machado. Phew!
****Oops Houston we have a problem!
Thursday, October 09, 2025
Incredible MOFs
There is a remarkable material called Metal Organic Frameworks (MOFs) that is the subject of this year’s Nobel prize in Chemistry. These are self-assembled hybrid material made of organic linkers. What is astounding is that they have very high surface area. These are emulating nature’s building blocks: minerals and organics. These have diverse sustainable applications. Two areas that excites are carbon sequestration and extracting humidity from air.
Tuesday, October 07, 2025
A milestone for renewable energy
US is becoming a rogue state as also nurturing ominous agenda
across the world. Something must be done immediately. This everyday infliction
on the world collective must be stopped. It causes untold misery to common
people across the world. Deep state (a consolidation of interest of entrenched elite)
is overwhelmingly regressive and conservative as it seeks to control power
through feudal institutions, entrenched values and nepotistic clout. Incremental
gains of democracy and intrusive decentralizing nature of technology weakens
this clout and strengthens grassroot participation. But deep state remains powerful
and has significant say in mainstream narration, even with changes in political
parties running the government, as also using technology for surveillance. An egalitarian
society will have benign deep state that will diminish into people. Whatever maybe
the case deep state doesn’t compromise on national interest and sovereignty. Even
if the foundation is flawed, state authoritarian or theocratic or corrupt, deep
state doesn’t devalue its integrity as a nation. Deep state in US must realize
that this narcist psychopath is a threat to US. This horror is ofcourse a threat
to the world and has severely undermined collective actions but his role in
substantially reducing US must be understood and noted with alarm. US is now a
laughing stock, has low credibility, and obstinately in the path of self-destruction.
Deep state must take action before it is too late. Post-Trump US must actively
participate in collective actions against common threat. A better world is also
for the good of US and everyone.
Sunday, October 05, 2025
Thursday, October 02, 2025
Tuesday, September 30, 2025
Rosalind Franklin
The luxury and comfort in which we live in that enhance our possibilities is
not accidental nor is it a god’s gift or a special divine design but consolidation of
best of values over centuries into thinking and analyzing to create systems closer
to understanding of reality to decipher mysteries of nature. This seems to be underplayed by devious
who try to normalize the same regressive -the same pattern, that resisted and undermined humanity’s
progress as diversity. In mediocrity thriving society they create attention seekers
as celebrities to awe common populace as also carrier of expected pliable transactional
values of profit and greed. Best minds shouldn’t be reduced to these kinds of nonsense.
Ofcourse, they had their failing but that shouldn’t be used to titillate or brought
down to crude sensibilities of herd. It is a civilizational loss. Though the
book seems well researched and try to empathize with Rosalind’s short and
brilliant life there are only few pages in this book that really matters. What is
also important to note is that Rosalind’s long and arduous work involved exposure
to Xray this could be a possible reason for her cancer (the book doesn’t mention it),
many early scientists were not aware of the dangers (that includes Curie). So much
sacrifices were made to create the world we live in must be emphasized. World is
a better place because of undaunting efforts of likes of Rosalind.
I also wanted to bring out from
the book on how the best of minds were galvanized into finding the structure of
DNA by Erwin Schrodinger in his Dublin lecture series titled ‘What is Life?’. His
concern was ‘why biology was treated complete separate from physics and chemistry’.
He declared that time has come to think of living organisms in terms of their molecular
and atomic structure. There was no great divide between living and nonliving they
all obey same laws of physics and chemistry. “How can the events in space and time which take place within the
spatial boundary of a living organism be accounted for by physics and
chemistry? ... The obvious inability of present-day physics and chemistry to
account for such events is no reason at all for doubting that they can be
accounted for by those sciences.” Through this influential lecture Schrodinger introduced the idea that life is
characterized by highly organized, non-repetitive molecular structures,
distinguishing living matter from inanimate objects. He also introduced concept
of negative entropy, "the essential thing in metabolism is that the
organism succeeds in freeing itself from all the entropy it cannot help
producing while alive." This series of lecture was published as book and changed
the framework of discourse. Biological problems could now be tackled with
physics, this opened up floodgate for biophysics which gave impetus for eventually
finding the structure of DNA and advancement in molecular biology.
What Schrodinger did at the critical moment in history to galvanize
research beyond silos of physics, chemistry and biology is what is needed to
put in the framework of AI research (Turin’s test set up the standard, the
world is well past it). It seems haphazard and spread out without a clear core
as also the important issue of alignment. How to differentiate life from non-life
in the complex bioAI? A prescient researcher with brilliance of Schrodinger is
needed to consolidate wide range of subjects -from biotechnology to quantum, and
concerns into coherent narration that is scientifically precise and ethically
aligned. What is artificial life? So as to put the core of AI progress into
narrative framework.
Saturday, September 27, 2025
Are we in a post-literate society?
Good books enrich human experience and carry sophisticated enlightening thoughts consolidated across time and space. Best minds don’t die they live among us through their writings, their ideas and thoughts. And now, all the evidences suggests that, we have entered a ‘post literate’ society where people suffer from short attention span, they don’t have time to read, to understand. Youngsters are finding it difficult to comprehend complex thoughts. I was reading an article online 'The dawn of post literate society' (by James Marriot) on the seriousness of this issue. I do spend substantial time in reading, even when online, but realize that sometimes I fall into ‘doom scrolling’ without realizing. I see most people hooked to phone screen but didn’t realize that situation is now serious that warrants drastic actions, atleast impressionable growing minds (below 14 years) shouldn’t have access to smart phones.
Humanity’s progress is very much hinged to spread of knowledge through writing that percolated after invention of printing press, books became common place and led to tremendous progress and consolidation of knowledge. Awareness fueled values of argumentation, systemic thinking and cogent thoughts among common populace that led to rapid progress (historian Orlando Figes notes that the English, French and Russian revolutions all occurred in societies approaching fifty per cent literacy). Books were valued atleast until two decades back. Enter smart phone and there is a collapse. The situation has become dire. In West, studies show a decline of as much as 40%, in last two decades! Imagine the situation in other parts of the world. This is watershed moment in history with serious repercussions coinciding with immense challenges that needs deeper awareness, understanding and collective action. There is a perfect storm building up and likes of Trump are warnings of much deeper crisis. The new technology is not evolving to attract us into sophisticated forms of reading and understanding or spreading knowledge. Instead, its aims to distract and keep our attention on inanities. Imagine being cut from best of thoughts and ideas so that you can grow and progress and contribute to human understanding factoring contemporary reality, questioning and refining it. It is as if humanity is being scythed from all sources of understanding. Mind deprived of nourishment and incapacitated to think. We are rightly worried about AI but something significant is being lost at an alarming rate. A generation is growing up as functional illiterates with decreased attention and reduced cognitive ability while grownups have voluntarily stalled their literacy to be credulous medieval peasants. This is post literate society, a collection of diminished human potential that imitate preliterate society in its irrationality and primal urges. It effortlessly moves towards easy emotion satisfying certainties of authoritarian values and feudal concerns. Smart phone is doing what barbarians and marauding invaders destroying libraries did centuries back as they decimate civilization. It has started to have devastating consequences.
We are rightly concerned about books being censored but
not seems to be concerned about best books not being read and enlightening ideas
not discussed. We are already primed for misinformation and disinformation
unless drastic steps are taken to introduce best thoughts and enlightening ideas, and more spaces for people to gather to talk or sit quietly and
prohibits smart phones to experience boredom. Responsible societies must take action. Loss of reading
is not loss to humanity but loss of humanity. We collapse without the understanding
of what defines and sustains we as human, the progress and awareness of complexity
of our reality. There are clear indications that intellectual threshold of societies
are collapsing with impoverished human experience. Without thinking mind humans
are nothing but apes (democracy assures framework for equality, liberty and
freedom, hence possibility of progress that doesn’t really make people equal -there is an effort needed to be aware). Barbarians
with short attention that evaluates every complexity into simplistic binaries
of dopamine saturated cave minds placed in modern setting that it will soon ransack
into nothing. The tragedy compounded as most are incapacitated to even
understand the significance of what is being lost. A world of shallow people
scrolling, repeating, scrolling to ‘smartphone wasteland’.
**
Thursday, September 25, 2025
Condolence to Sponge City pioneer
Kongjian Yu’s untimely demise is shocking and deeply felt.
Tuesday, September 23, 2025
Correlation is not causation
Cognitive complexities arising
from critical thinking is the basis of human progress and compassion. Human
evolution is imprinted with thousands of years of insecurities of hunter gatherer
facing vicissitudes of nature and uncertainties of life. Most animals do exhibit
inductive reasoning -they need specific pattern to repeat to generalize, or
else they will not adapt to survive. So, it is but natural for cave minds to assume
correlation for causation. In much primitive societies even coincidences are
taken as correlation, and further extrapolated as causation with dangerous
outcomes. It is fertile ground for charlatans pawing on primal inductive
reasoning couched in modern language. Astrology is thriving ‘science’ in primitive
societies, crude minds through narrative control consolidate it above everyday superstitions
of common people to milk insecurities and authenticate squatter’s value system
of blessedness and unknowable intelligence. As they say a broken clock is correct
twice a day, for charlatans this meagre premise is enough to work out framework
of deceit and misery. Much of the world was in such dark spaces with few lights
of brilliance here and there. It took likes of Francis Bacon -consolidated
through immensely smart people across the world, to create framework of inquiry
to hinge humanity’s astounding progress. The reason why empirically rigorous inductive, deductive reasoning and
critical thinking is so very important.
Cave minds (primed in hunter
gatherer insecurities) are imprinted to look for easy connection to survive the
situation. That is how they survived sabretooths, infections, venom, toxins…death
stalking in every step for hundreds and thousands of years as they tried to comprehend
the unknown world. Systems like religion are primed in these insecurities to
assert as faith, as values and norms. These primal connections are therefore soul
satisfying for human facing complexities and insecurities of modern world. The lazier
they get expressions are nestled in cave exhibits. With revivalist forces capitalizing
on general lack in common people cave minds are active and asserting their space
for fantastic claims. Likes of Trump and RFK Jr are underbelly of West thriving
on luxury using general discontent of populace -valued in neoliberal transactions
and juvenile superficialities that they are incapacitated to think hence rush
for latest glitter couched in primal connections. RFK Jr in particular has unleashed
forces that undermine foundation of human progress that is set to cause immense
misery. Ofcourse pharmaceutical companies are greedy and predatory but that is a
ruse to undermine system of critical thinking so as to generally vitiate the
environment to control narration (hence all the issues of climate catastrophe,
biodiversity loss, sustainable values etc. can be undervalued for greed). He was
targeting vaccine with pseudoscience dirge from sidelines for some time now. Since
he was presented with position of immense power he has unleashed his devious plans
that sync with fantastical claims and posing as beholder of knowledge beyond the ambit of science. Narcist Democrats are equally responsible for empowering these psychopaths
as also the repercussions of pseudoscience on much of primitive spaces across world.
This is making lives much bleaker in a world that faces climate charged outbreak
of new diseases. Much of the challenges and strife in the world can be addressed with clear
thinking, empathy and awareness of human condition.
**Autism is something that is studied
in detail. It is not a disease but genetic condition that is open for further
research and understanding, and people with severe autism were targeted in past
and faced immense misery (for which humanity owes an apology). So, to target autism
makes JFK Jr a dangerous criminal.
When few people mention it to me I didn’t take it seriously later online self-diagnosis consistently put me in
autism spectrum. Well, since I could remember I liked to be more with myself or very few select people specific to the occasion ("soul selects her society then shuts the door to her divine majority"). I stayed
and worked in extremely crowded noisy places interacting with people -to become
a public speaker was an effort in itself, soon found that speaking to large audience was quite easy, larger the better, but shockingly easier than talking to
one person at a time. Had to take long breaks away from crowd to gather myself (I realize
that when I get stressed, I tend to repeat pattern, and use selective mutism in
unpleasant situations or to cut irritants from one’s life). I recall one of earliest jobs I took up in Madras (now Chennai), I had to teach working of ‘turbo
prop engines’ to pilot trainees of a flying club. I was too nervous and had to take few pegs and stuff mouth fresheners. It didn’t last too long. What I gathered
was my Tamil speaking skills went up by few notches after each peg, something
that is authenticated by IgNobel prize recently!






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