..and then on a fine Pi day

There was Einstein who was born on Pi day, and now, quite sadly, there is Hawking who went “flying like a superman in microgravity” (to quote NASA). This blogger had stopped writing obituaries, and despite some amazing people passing away in recent times I have stopped expressing my condolences for the reason that, I realize, these are quite personal moments, as also that there are some disgraceful cringeworthy people who even use condolences for self-promotions, indeed they are waiting for any opportunity to grab on to. It’s very sad being an Indian you end up confronting the worst kind of humans, almost on daily basis.

But this time around I cannot resist. Stephen Hawking is a big loss in more than many ways. He really was stupendous. I recall when he came to India, in 2001, I was so very excited for the opportunity to listen to him in person, and stood in the queue for more than four hours but unfortunately was not allowed in, couldn’t even get a glimpse of the great man. And so ended up listening to him onscreen outside the hall. I was totally devastated for not able to meet him, or listen to him live. If ever there was someone I would have really loved to meet it was Stephen Hawking. Syzmborska writes about enigmatic Pi, that could be very well be now true for Hawking “…nudging, always nudging a sluggish eternity to continue”.

Unprecedented and unbecoming

It’s good that the judges of highest court of the land decided to wash their dirty linen in public, it is always welcomed. The elite section meanwhile is concerned about the perception this creates on common people. Believe me they are talking about one of the tardiest judicial systems in the world. They have been building castles based on perceptions on misery of the common people meanwhile maintaining amazing level of apathy. This is a framework you will see replicated in most democratic institutions, wherein hapless people are left trapped in mediocrity driven irresponsible ways. The energy and meaning is sapped out of common people’s life meanwhile pushing them into persistent fatalism that finds succor in the lap of Castetva forces –the depraved who severely degraded the society in the last few decades, into the arms of “jeneu dhari bhakts” while the Hindutva forces are readying to wrench the baton. I have read some incisive suggestions for reforms from administrative to police to judiciary that languishes in the dustbin of the corridors of power for more than half a century while the scoundrels adroitly play secularism and other divisive tactics. These are worst kind of humans, feudals adept in oppressive tactics.  

One would have expected the judges (and the lawyers) to come out and protest against the tardiness of the judicial system, the lack of transparency and lackadaisical ways as also anachronistic ego exaggerating cringe worthy feudal customs. If you recall, one of the previous Chief Justice –undoubtedly a rare man with conscience, of SC even broke down in public while mentioning these tardy ways, but characteristically the manipulators questioned his mental fitness. Any civilized society would have taken this as a clarion call and immediately set about to rectify the system. That the four judges decided to whine before the media against perceived belittling, the slight to their ego, is what defines this society. They live in the carefully choreographed binary world of senior and junior, and this is something castetva forces have been promoting as tradition over competence or any other parameters of professionalism. Hierarchy and segregation is their field of expertise, and that in last many decades these have stultified institutions is none of their concern as long as traditions and customs are followed diligently. Ofcourse this not only morphs their own mediocrity but also put them in elevated position for big lick. Longer you warm your arse in fixed position the more you become ‘senior’, much longer makes them ‘legendary’. All other professional parameters seem subsidiary in this conception. So we have ‘senior’ politicians, journalists, cricketers, artists so on with rarely any discernible talent except manipulation and sycophancy. ‘Senior’ judges also emerge out of the same putrid pit, and showcase as beacons of 'well settled and time honoured conventions'.

Also to be noted is that despite high level of tardiness these exaggerations also carry trappings of feudal opulence, lavish spread is at offer. Not only that they seem immune to name changes decided by elected members (so Madras HC!). They seem to be living a segregated high life in the name of arbitrating justice! Why are they given so much facility when there is no result on the ground? Not ten year old (that in itself is unpardonable delay) but cases that are thirty and more are being argued into eternity as they break for lunch and coffee, while many lawyers gain credential on their talent to delay and postpone, all these dealt in cheerful camaraderie and agreeable liberal ambience –a sign of success. There is no doubt that state is spending a fortune on these irresponsible systems, therefore there is a need to check efficiency and effectiveness, comprehensive audit must be conducted. Any case that is delayed for more than a decade must be the responsibility of the judge.

Meanwhile lawyers move swiftly from senior to legendary. These greedy vermins gather in every suckholes and gravy spots, and multiply. Why there is no capping on the earning of lawyers? It must be tagged to the outcome and not sitting, they get paid ridiculously huge amounts to just show their face! What kind of society is this to allow these kinds of fleecing in the name of justice? At the lower end of scale many of these lawyers are plain thugs. Also lawyers as politicians can be tolerated but when they hold public positions there is clear case of conflict of interest. Why are so many ministers from lawyers fraternity in the last many decades? More than conflict of interest there seems to be a case that they are misusing their privy to powerful into their advantage; it is as good as blackmail. Now charter accountants are joining the list. 

When Indians were under colonial rules many youths in their youthful idealism, and eagerness for just society, reacted and responded to colonial forces in their unique ways. Some sacrificed their life, others their livelihood. We don’t read about them because they responded to the situation and were not positioning themselves. Meanwhile, on the other side of the spectrum the clever ones decided to become lawyers! It’s difficult to fathom the mindset of people who decide to get into legal professional when they were being ruled by colonial forces. What it means is that they were studying (and even got into the legal professions) that was furthering oppressive system. It’s amazing that it never occurred to them as to why are they studying these? I guess, since they themselves were beneficiary of much degraded and inhuman system of casteism, and also saw themselves as caretakers, these critical thoughts never occurred. They quite effortlessly ensconced to any kind of degradation searching for control, hence very soon were at the top of the game. Mugging rules and quoting these with relish, the skill set that comes natural when emerging from sanctum pit, it’s an addiction. With money and opulence comes ego satisfying respect, and the severely oppressed people under the duress of extreme poverty, casteist atrocities and colonial oppression had no choice. Indeed only the blessed will be opulent. Unfortunately for the depraved section the ego satisfying respect was allocated only from hapless Indians. Colonial britishers were not at all keen to entertain these buffoons masquerading as lawyers, indeed being racist they dealt with them ferociously. One little Indian lawyer, in south Africa, even estimated himself with whites, dressed up as such, coming out of casteist tradition hence racist mindset was a natural extension, so was very keen to be seen above ‘kaffirs’ (even disgracefully sending correspondence to colonial masters!), but poor fellow was kicked out. Thus began their struggle for freedom!! This nation is much indebted to likes of Bhagat Singh and Azad, as also ideas articulated by Vivekananda. This lack of idealistic view of society and compassion towards humans has had a detrimental impact on the foundation of India as a nation, starting with misery of partition, as castetva forces played havoc and ate into the egalitarian fabric of the society eviscerating and replacing it with clever euphemisms and manipulations. The effect of which we see sprouting all around.  

There is also no doubt that the judges actions are politically inspired. They couldn’t raise their voice against overwhelming level of degradations and tardiness of the system all these years and now on the verge of retirement and that too for egoistic reason. It is not that they haven’t reacted before, the pettiness of which this blogger has recorded in earlier blogs. One of them went public in a matter related to holidays(?!) that was orchestrated to embolden the narration of ‘Christian under attack’. Visit https://depalan.blogspot.in/2015/04/conspiracy-against-indian-state.html So clearly the fellow is susceptible to political influence, considering the mutual feeding ecosystem was active for last many decades makes the angst compelling. There is desperation among those fattened all these decades and now bereft of lick. Meanwhile Justice Gagoi is also an expert in dealing with cases of contempt, and has reputation of dealing with these –essentially minor matter but for mylords these can make or break carefully nurtured big egos (probably the only reason for living, the wage slaves journalists assures ‘aan baan aur shaan par anch’), quite meticulously. Visit https://depalan.blogspot.in/2016/11/its-contemptuous-world-mylord.html 

By going public with these petty procedural matters, wherein serious matters related to judiciary is kept in the background, these judges have seriously sullied the image of Indian judicial system. Indeed it is an apt case for contempt, and yes Mr. Gogoi doesn’t deserve to be the CJ of SC, he has compromised the integrity of the judiciary by attempting to politicize when it suits his end. Action need to be taken. The concept of seniority –which is way of life for castetva forces, must be dropped. Everyone is equal in terms of position but differ in matter of competence. It shouldn’t be based on age or time spent in any position. In judiciary these are critical. Matters related to justice must be taken from the most vulnerable position. For instance if people in congested areas are facing air pollution then action must be taken and not wait for judges spotting their grandchildren wearing masks therefore now they are aware of the gravity of the situation. It is in the same context it needs to be pointed out that loudspeakers should be banned (they can only be allowed to be used in closed auditoriums). Nobody has any right to impose their sound on to others. In congested areas these noise pollution create severe problems, particularly for elderly and children. Judges living in sanitized opulence may take few more decades to understand these situations. That is why competence matters not the sacred seniority. They can warm their senior arse somewhere else.            

Bharat Ratna for Bhagat Singh

Castetva forces have denied this honour to one the greatest and most admired Indian (of undivided India). That there are cases of regrettable and disgraceful people –casteist and manipulative politicians, been bestowed this highest honour of the land while amazing humans are scripted out is a matter of grievous concern. This wrong has to be rectified, not that these honour matters to someone who sacrificed his life at his prime almost hundred years back, and who was known for his sensitive erudite understandings (that pseudo leftist patriarchs shouldn’t be allowed to usurp, indeed they woefully fall short), but it is least the society can do. He must be in the forefront of collective psyche of Indian society as an example for youthful idealism and to stand for what is right despite overwhelming odds and threat to life. He was a true humanist, with amazing level of humanity in him that is rare. Castetva forces have attempted to push him down the rug as ‘terrorist’ (this is how “neech” get defined, ofcourse in an entirely different context but the thought process and intent is same) while fervently elevating casteist. It’s deeply disturbing. Ironical, considering that when they threw bombs in assembly, against violent colonials who had perpetrated Jallianwala massacre among other atrocities, they didn't intend to kill anyone but send a loud message. 
Bhagat Singh must get his due and rightful place in India’s history, any more delay is unfortunate. He deserves to be the youngest Bharat Ratna for eternity. 
           

Imposing vegetarianism by Castetva forces

KasturiSons, yes the patriarchs at TheHindu –the dynasty media, take high moral grounds at every conceivable occasion. They fancy themselves to be superior to others in the media, as also place themselves as local guardians –I guess the nauseating gandhian leeway of trustees was well fated (indeed Gandhi was nurtured to streamline these cringeworthy matters of fate and construct a benign nature of entitlement). Ideally once India got the so-called independence these family businesses should have been dismantled or atleast the property taken away by the government as part of land reforms. These sections have been occupying prime property all across the country, and with this ill-gotten collateral the litters have been defining merit, success, trickle down tricks so on to the society while some in the hunt for assured returns on high moral grounds investment play kindred souls in western gaze liberal posture. Almost all of them go abroad for ‘higher studies’ –essentially to attune themselves to masquerading tricks that is held at good stead back home.

A decade or so back I used to keep a keen eye on these despicables (now ofcourse it’s cursory, and I sincerely wish they close down and shift their business to selling undergarments or so –which I am told is lucrative) and used to, in my naïve earnestness, wonder as to what was the reason that Subramaniam Swamy was given so much importance that whatever he blurted was news for Kasturi&sons. Now though it is quite clear, also an irrefutable instance of castetva force cleverly egging on hindutva forces to take it forward. Meanwhile, as part of woman’s emancipation they even enthusiastically maintain KanyaKendra for assured employment in high moral grounds for squatter female litters. You could spot them soaring effortlessly, from swamis, to aiyers to vajpeis…as also their own litters to perpetuate fine tradition of dynasty media. It is in continuation of this elevated family tradition, wherein rear end plugs are exchanged and find perfect match, that they found Malini Parthasarthy as natural carrier of blessed legacy. This woman was the editor for some time, and during her role as presiding deity an employee leaked an internal circular “asking staff members not to bring non-vegetarian food into the office dining area”. Prompted by complaints from some employees about the norm being flouted, was a reiteration of the fact that “non-veg food is strictly prohibited” inside the dining hall. This would mean that if staff members want to eat meat from their own lunch boxes, they would have to eat it outside the dining hall. The logic provided by the organisation was that non-vegetarian food “causes discomfort to the majority of the employees who are vegetarian” (source scroll.in). There is a case for creating separate section within the canteen for non-vegetarian (must clarify not separate canteen, that will be forced segregation) instead of asking employees exercising their food choice to literally get out, that is how civilized people deal with such innocuous situations. And this by an organization that is prone to take highest possible moral ground as local guardians, but then these subtle matters or empathetic considerations don’t register when rear end plug makes it impossible (I am told there is a folklore, now part of well-established myth even finding mention in private scriptures, that is ofcourse almost fact, of how gods themselves conspired to personally drop down from heavenly abode to place these limited editions of rear end plugs into blessed porcine rear ends. I am also told that Kasturi&Sons got the extra large ones with extra wriggle). Further, I find it extremely disagreeable the way some people eat food, eating with hand is alright but even in here some level of decency must be maintained but the messy way some of these blessed ones deliver the divine food to belly can leave you nauseated for a long time, ‘thayir sadam’ (curd rice) can take it to next level of disgustful display and when it happens in camaraderie bonhomie it can be a disturbing sight (can make Freddie Krueger look benign!). And living in lower strata you do end up sharing table with these, and you have to tolerate or drop out as early without creating any fuss. Ideally you shouldn’t be concerned about what others eat but the way anything is eaten can be problematic. Amazingly in this blessed society among specially blessed people it is just the opposite! It must be noted that Guru Nanak insisted on communal dining in response to, and with specific intention to curb, brute nature of segregation consolidated and deviously spread by castetva forces. That these vibrant egalitarian values have been coopted, and made ineffective, by sinister castetva forces as just another case of wonderful diversity exhibiting its depravity.

Ms. Parthasarthy, placed in decision making capacity, was expected to take a balanced and nuanced view, also considering that Chennai is a coastal region and fish is a staple diet of common people. Indeed it is absurd, if not sign of low intelligence, not to partake in this abundantly available fresh and cheap source of nutrition, protein. But as is the wont, even when it comes to these simple matters of choice, the woman chose to take high moral grounds and in the process reflected her depraved mindset, she responds arrogantly “Vegetarianism is a part of an increased sensitivity to animals and other species. Crazy to link this to secularism debate”. So non vegetarianism is being declared from sanctum moral vacuum perch as being insensitivity to animals, it is therefore not about food habits or other practical nutritional consideration, that too in a country which suffers severe malnutrition. Even Buddhism from where these compassion driven thoughts are coopted doesn’t insist, nor castigate, because they are connected to reality and do not need exaggerated valuation of themselves nor are habituated with the psychopathic urge to use everything and anything as potent weapon for segregation and domination. Emerging from sanctum moral vacuum the devious mind elaborates that non vegetarians are insensitive people. Incidentally this is how prejudiced mindset gets exhibited. This is the same context for racism and fascism, that black people are inferior, latinos are rapists, jews are impure so on emerge. The pertinent question here would be: How do these people reach such important positions? What are the systems that nurture these? And you will get answers for most problems that Indians face. Morons, and the depraved framework –the demeaning wasteful rituals hinged on puerile worldviews and self-centered logic, that has now acquired modern pointers, sustain these. These have been trying to create aspirational context for common people for ages, in the process not only isolating individuals from their surrounding but also from themselves, from their own soul. Absolutely sane and well meaning people end up cursing, hating themselves and their surrounding, while fate becomes a clear concept and redemption matter. It’s the beginning of alienation, and then it is further burdened by societal level segregations that works its tentacles replacing basic decency that defines humans. They therefore are readied to become fodder to all kinds of exploitations. It is not shocking nor is it a coincidence that in this 21^st century India has largest number of people as bonded labours, even little children are exploited. Religio-feudal deceitful ways are now taken over by investment friendly market. Most degrading and dehumanizing jobs are seen as natural advantage for Indians. No wonder India has been reduced to such appalling standards, meanwhile lacking in basic humanitarian level unity or unifying egalitarian thoughts as a progressive society nor are there any values to nurture context for competence.

  We need to also consider that these high moral posturing scoundrels haven’t taken to these food choices as ‘increased sensitivity’ but due to traditions that have depraved context. That this sensitivity doesn’t extend to basic consideration for fellow humans is also telling, indeed as expected it is at the expense. It is carefully choreographed with all traditional pointers to humiliate and degrade fellow humans as also feel morally superior. This is where you slickly move from vegetarian to pure vegetarian to foreseer of brahmand. Conscious intends have unconscious attitudes and in Indian context issues related to vegetarianism (or vegan, that is increasingly favoured lifestyle choice to rationally consciously deal with increased carbon footprint, as also depleting ocean resources and diversity) or gender issues must be closely scrutinized and shouldn’t be allowed to attach to international narration to ransack into moral high grounds. Significantly, look out for zombies with enlarged pupils, quivering lips and salivating mouth readying for nonviolent lick. They have capacity to mutilate any egalitarian context. 

As irresponsible vicious castetva forces consolidated Indians fell woefully short of expectation, they have been made incapable by the putrefying garbage at the top. These deviant aspirational contexts and self defeating alienating traits that it construes are constantly pushed in and tends to consolidate onto mindsets of hapless people, becomes traditions and mainstream cultural expressions that are now normalized by nepotistic market. It requires constant vigil and heightened level of immunity to be not influenced by these overwhelming presences. You have to constantly strive and create egalitarian frame from wherever it is available, and unfortunately may have to isolate from society, to study and understand these. It is an ardent task

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The other day I happen to visit RK Narayan’s house which has been converted into a museum, it’s about hundred meters from Dasaprakash were I drop in for coffee sometimes, must add it is a charming little house tucked in the peaceful part of the town and his room –oval shaped with lots of windows overlooking breadfruit trees and fragrant plumerias, is what a room should be. RK Narayan’s is a master raconteur and his writings carry old world charm but unfortunately these I have come to understand, over the years, is disturbingly isolated from realities of this society. It is a carefully constructed cleansed world that seeks to instill nostalgia among a narrow, but influential, section who vociferously promoted him, or that he was incapable to comprehend the social realities –damning indictment being a writer, ensconced in the charm of pit. Or most likely willfully scripted these to suit influential section to further himself, atleast ‘Waiting for mahatma’ is clear attempt in that direction. Displaying gandhian is always an intention of higher ambition and loudest hint to lutyen’s litter. Nevertheless he remains one of my favourite writers provided you put on some blinkers or need to be transported to distant fictional land that has no bigger overarching super structural problems, or overwhelming ugliness that pervades, but everyday shortcomings and charming lapses of the moment brilliantly captured.  

I was quite late into reading, and being dyslexic –that I came to know about much later, words tend to float all the time and makes it a messy deal to comprehend. It leads to hilarious situations for oneself. Adding to the fact English was a new language that remained for a long time in the periphery. Mostly confined to comics, books came very late, and I was truly determined to focus on reading when I was about 26, and RK was my early pick. About three to four years of continuous reading, intermittent with needs for earning and other hiccups, I was trying out writing for the simple reason that I thought I should write something long, most of the time I was scribbling one thing or other on the backpages of notebook since I could remember, also pretentiously held that I could write better stories than these! Indeed highly exaggerated self-worth that too from someone who hasn’t even written two sentence correctly all his life. I tend to collect words that focus on the idea and then work out into comprehensible, taking reference from what I read for sentence construction, obviously this is a major handicap in fiction writing where emotion and characterization is a major concern. I guess short stories works out well since it is short spurts, indeed unbelievably exhausting but astoundingly elevating and fulfilling experience. But to be consistent I need to keep reminding myself that I am also a writer, which many times I forget altogether. Writing blog like this is about communicating something urgent and critical, in here writing skills is a peripheral matter. It’s about understanding and deciphering the issue while expressing it as truthfully and incisively as possible. I believe I got quite good at it over the years, as also it is lots of fun particularly when taking a well-placed potshot at high end postures.

RK Narayan, quite appropriately, found an “enthusiastic patronage” in KasturiSons, the camaraderie saw to it that RK was presented as major Indian fiction writer (which surely he was, whatever disenchantment one may have) but also as an enlightened caretaker (which surely he wasn’t, and this blogger has extreme reservation about these cunning manipulative attempts. His collection of essay carries characteristic arrogance and cringeworthy disconnect). Some of the exhibits at the museum are an extension of amazing level of disengagement to propriety that understandably the exhibitors fail to comprehend. RK has said and written so many stuff, some quite beautiful and worth replicating, but look at this quote that was chosen by these dimwits to display on the wall, that was seen not once but twice, it reads: But you are not my wife. You are a woman who will go to bed with anyone who flatters your antics. That’s      –R.K.Narayan. Now apart from being sexist it is shoddy piece of English. It makes you puke. That they lacked the mental caliber or social context, to understand its appropriateness, or to even have basic concern, while they framed and hung these not once but twice is symptomatic. These thinking rarely occur when you are trying to impress garbage at the top. Not at all surprisingly N Ram as an authenticator was a constant presence in the museum. Another of the despicable display reads “Narayan was lovable man, but his humility was deceptive. Once when All India Radio invited a group of Indian writers to give talks and offered them fees far in excess of their usual rates, while all others accepted the offer Narayan made it a condition that he should be paid at least one rupee more than others.” Hmm deceptive humility. Worth considering.