Unfortunately, the beggar minded
society values education as a means for acquiring money, power and security,
and not as an outcome but the very reason to educate. For majority of desperate
people, in this unjust nepotism driven corrupt world with acute poverty and characteristic middle class insecurities, this
surely is true and they end up as dehumanized lives chasing little world they are
eternally trapped in. When this becomes defining parameters of society is where
the problem is. Education therefore becomes goal oriented for gains, and the
worst of people pose as motivators to attune impressionable minds and hapless
people into this crude value system as eternal calling. Exams are conducted with much fanfare -the absurd nature of these competitions doesn’t really check the innate strength
or ingenuity (indeed the best educationists have questioned the stupid questions
they ask, as also the exaggerated IITs are tech coolies striving for status quo
world and gaining from opportunities herein to write success stories for herds
back home. It is the worst evaluation of education where humans are reduced to pawns. Ofcourse there are some who gain from better education understanding in West). The failure of education,
and with it potential of human, has much to do with this increasingly crass
control that is encroaching into core of humanity. The beggar minded society
stampeding to authenticate itself through increasingly meaningless competitions
ties itself in knots and strangulates itself. The beauty of life is taken away
and the confused alienated youngsters are evaluated on ugliness of society. Either
they systematically degrade themselves into this ugliness and goal orient for
power, prestige and money, and keep striving as best of herd and act as role
model for crass world, or else face the most important question there is:
whether to live? The goal oriented values and crude education system doesn’t really
factor the awareness of vastness of life and essential existential absurdity. Sisyphus
therefore has to suicide.
What is truly heartbreaking in this suicide note, apart from the soul wrenching innocence, is that the teenaged girl has chosen to write this extremely emotional last message to loved ones in a language that she is evidently not comfortable in. It points to deeper alienating factors, including likely lack of communication with people around. The desolate last line “this is the only option left” -a matter of fact evaluation of life by young mind, is a failure of society at many levels. It should shudder human conscience.