These days I die everyday

 

Have you decided to be

Not to be

Close your eyes

Close your mind

Close.

Pause. 

Each person is a memory erased

From collective, from your life

From breezy stillness of the afternoon

From chatter of the weekend.

From Ukraine, from Gaza

From pain on the streets and homes

Fresh memories and old stories

Life is no more future

It is paused to past

Reason don’t hold

Love is not in meaning

Anguish missed by the audience

They seek distraction from every desperation

That falls from the sky.

Settling smoke

Engulf

What is left of life.

(they will appear they say, in thoughts, in dreams, in memories, in their favorite dress, requesting desired meal or prepare it for you and ask you to wait while fret for missing ingredient, saying chosen lines that kept them happy, glad and alive)

  

 

Matter of aukat

 

Social media is ignited by arrogance of a dimwitted Indian bureaucrat. The cog of the system created by racist brutal colonial masters as an efficient mechanism to exploit and control the people and land. So while the lawyers and left out feudals (desperately trying to capitalize on angst as conscientious souls) played freedom fighting many youngsters of the depraved society lacking ethical context were trying to get into racist bureaucracy to be conduit in colonial exploitation and lessons from racist values of exceptionalism to equate caste cannibalism and authenticate blessing -meanwhile in S.Africa a cud chewing purity seeking lawyer cringe even groveled to the racist colonizers to not club his blessed self with African black ‘indolent savages’ -in his infected mind native brutalized Africans had less "aukat" compared to white skin racist exploiters.

Aukat is a term that loosely translate to status or stature in english which is as expected inaccurate since it removes the derogatory intent and sociocultural value system. Aukat is much depraved as it carries the debauched context of primitive society hence loses the meaning in translation, and so caste cannibals easily take patronizing western fattened fluffs for bull ride of egalitarian oasis blessed by mahatmas and pandits. Few centuries back aukat was ordained by devious squatters from sanctum and distributed to bidders. Nincompoops posing as rulers queued up to be authenticated by wastrels so as to control the herd by playing on their faith and insecurities until ofcourse reality struck and were eviscerated in attack, sanctum ransacked and squatter hung on the nearest pole while people went about their fate. Britishers encouraged this crave for ‘intelligent equals’ hence to get into the colonial system, it also kept substantial population of youth from revolting against racist colonizers -they needn’t have worried nincompoops had already placed themselves into elevated next to white people over common people. Caste cannibalism had much in common with racism, they sought parity and pride. It was easy for racist brutes to play on the egos of primitives through titles and cheap sundries hence extend control without much resistance. Aukat was now distributed by racist colonizers. Bureaucrats, as carrier of colonizers legacy, were deemed as having high aukat that expected common people to supplicate. Mere cog in machine who were expected to implement policy, on whom intellect was lost, were valued as intelligent and knowledgeable by primitive society. 

 These have percolated into the degraded society. Hence dimwit egoist bureaucrats are marker of intelligence for hapless people, unathletic cricketers as sports, nepotistic mediocre movie makers as artist lacking aesthetics or sense of exquisite or deeper meaning, producing art as sentimental to nurture superficial thinking, fickle minds and loose values, cronyism and consumerism as business, herd controller opportunistic cheapskate as local leader. There is least concern for common good but ulterior motive and greed. It is all neatly packed as wonderous diverse society. Meanwhile humbleness is practiced as competitive sports with scores, slights and mishaps keenly recorded as defining factors for future dealing. Humility is not for desire to respect but self abasement to acquire credit, sharpening hypocrisy by falsifying basic human instinct. Self obsessed essentially mediocre in attribute and gross in attitude most are acutely aware of their lack hence stampede for power, position, money, award, records…to authenticate their aukat over teeming herd.

In an evolved society intelligence is inquisitiveness and awareness for better world while bureaucrat minor facilitators, sports display of athletic prowess and delight of physical possibilities and not money manipulation for lowest denominator herd entertainment, artistic expressions hold meaning and insight, innovation in latest technology is business model, enlightened ways and empathy is representation. Aukat hinges on degraded pattern of crude that salivates for more power, more money, bigger records, higher position, glittering awards…constant salivation, fear of oblivion, ego and pride as meaning of life and transactional human relation as attribute. Highest, biggest, largest, tallest, richest… are aspiration model. In the aukat defined world even size of chair is a defining moment and essential lesson to the herd to keep them in their place i.e. aukat.                         

On meditative stillness

So I was trying to find some good writers to read. Reading is an investment of time, presence and effort; hence you have to choose carefully as if your life depends on it or else do not read, go for a walk or hang upside down, just don’t degrade yourself by reading mediocre nonsense that forms much of writing these days. Crass stampede to get attention, they demean the medium as also devalue humanity. Your presence is important to life don’t disregard by participating in the orgy of degradation, the sickness that invades the soul if you are not discerning and vigilant. Your attention is precious to your being. As I was meticulously flipping through website to anchor on to the best of writers I was in presence of remarkable human being and a brilliant writer. I really haven’t heard of Harry Martinson before, and so here I was trying to find more of his writing. Harry Martinson was a Swedish writer and poet. He was an orphan who had a tough life, while a teenager he ran away from foster home and picked up odd menial jobs. He eventually got a job as a stoker labor, shoveling coal into the boilers firebox to power the engine of the ship -the same that was used in steam engine of railways that some of us have seen in old movies. This one of the poems that I happen to read:  

The Cable Ship

We fished up the Atlantic Cable one day 

between the Barbados and theTortugas,

held up our lanterns

and put some rubber over the wound in its back,

latitude 15 degrees north, longitude 61 degrees west.

When we laid our ear down to the gnawed place

we could hear something humming inside the cable.

"It's some millionaires in Montreal and St John

talking over the price of Cuban sugar, and ways to

reduce our wages", one of us said.

For a long time we stood there thinking, in a circle of lanterns,

we're all patient cable fishermen,

then we let the coated cable fall back

to its place in the sea.

His poems reflected deep humanism and care for nature. One of his noted works is an epic poem, a profound science fiction titled Aniara -a spacecraft in which people are escaping to mars from a destroyed earth and is knocked off course into deep space oblivion, it has been adapted into opera and recently a movie. What is remarkable about this poem is profound ideas of science and technology into human frailties and a prescient understanding of life. What is much more remarkable is that Martinson was self-taught, didn’t have much schooling nor stable childhood, indeed after working in ships -that took him to far off  places, he suffered from lung problems and had to abandon his job and ended up living as a vagabond on country roads, he was even arrested for vagrancy. That he was able to produce high quality work of evolved sensibilities points to not only his remarkable resilience but also the context of society that nurtures best ideas and expressions despite worst of circumstances.

Meditative stillness is unique evolution of human mind and relatively rare communion of society. It is not chance or providence but unique characteristic that is patterned in ideas, freedom and expressions that leads to stillness, a deeper involvement with life. Political and economic stability plays a significant role but isn’t the defining. Ancient Greeks and Egyptians are examples in its varying and unique expression of thoughts and aesthetics that survived in unique strands to emerge as and when society stills and individual meditates. Societies were not egalitarian but majority enjoyed spaces that had access to meditative stillness. This stillness is not satisfaction but absence of crave. It is inquisitive awareness of human condition necessarily hinged on compassion. Primitive societies survive on fear and crave, they herd to exist. Even with material comfort and economic security they are trapped in their pathetic life of want and control. Individual minds remain putrid pits while society becomes sinkhole that attract the worst. Much of world is trapped in this vicious state, and any number of opportunities of modern technologies and egalitarian options is wasted. Their occupations are daily struggles of negation of life and possibilities. Their crude expressions and stale ideas nurture crass entertainments of want and inspiration for crave.  

Much of framework for human enterprise and progress stems from meditative stillness that seeps into all forms of human expressions and thoughts. It needs constant strive to reach this luxury of stillness. For hundreds and thousands of years nature provided this stillness for life to thrive. This created brilliant expressions of biodiversity. With consciousness human mind reach meditative state. Very few regions of the world have achieved this evolved state that a self-taught man living in worst of condition could produce such astounding expression of subtlety and finesse. Such spaces are precious. Ofcourse in the last few years virtual world has created such spaces that is accessible from all across the world. 

Harry Martinson also happened to visit Bombay (now Mumbai India) in 1920s while his ship was docked for few days. His observation in those few hours that he spent in Mumbai is a testament to sensibilities that I rarely find in Indian writers who spent lifetime in putrid pit lacking compassion or connection with life except as patronizing or self-justifying redemption of miserable life cloaked in blessing. Martinson writes “Sometimes my whole being shudders at the inconceivability of the throng, at the unimaginability of the multitude of sights”. There is poignant mention of his witnessing ‘dancing girls’ on the streets, compassion as he documents his observations. “Small groups of dancers, the youngest of the dancing girls not more than five years old at the most, wild, tormented, ecstatic, most of the time commanded by an old man, continuously shouting and threatening, ugly and repulsive: a sensational and upsetting contrast to the slender beauty of the whirling little dancers” Martinson writes “Bells are ringing wildly on the ankles of the tiny ballet dancers. He, the ugly one, shouts when the dance shall go over into acrobatics, and the tiny ones go backwards on their hands and feet, their bellies pointing up towards the sky. He shouts, as if he wanted to kill them, and they throw their legs up as they dance on, standing on their hands while he, with a murderous expression, plays on a monotonously humming string instrument; with the form of a fish and the appearance of a museum specimen, prehistorically evil”.... “What if John Bauer had seen you, dear little heart. How happy he would have been. John Bauer was our great fairy tale painter. He drowned in a long, spool-shaped lake called Vättern. He would have painted a dark picture of you, deep as a fairy tale. You would be sitting on an enormous lingonberry tuft within the woods of Holaved, blinking with your eyes, as dark as a wood-mere, so that the mere itself would rumble like thunder down in its mud, rumble out of envy”. Martinson pays money to the man to stop the exploitation, and writes that he wanted to hurt the man but avoided such a confrontation as he was concerned for the girls. “I could never be that cruel, not even if I was so angry with both the entire Brahminism and the vast constipation of the English lord system”. With this prescient line he was able to put his finger on the pulse of this degraded depraved society that generations of mediocre Indian writers nurtured to control narration lacked in moral capacity. And if you glimpse through the literary awards, you will see this urge to control narration as also nepotism of squatter camaraderie breeding the most mediocre but with high sense of self-worth of blessed gift. Like everything else most Indian writers are embarrassment. That they couldn’t sufficiently appreciate writers of caliber, like say, Mohd Basheer speaks of beggar minds haggling for next meal while stampeding for power and connections. Here artists are cheapskates who create slum cakes while marketeers define art. Mediocre nurture crass to justify itself.        

Rain dance

All the gods are dead and dying

They murder each other in astounding spectacle

Collections of stone tools to silicon tools

Array on mourning scenes

The shifting facts and fictions

Folklore don’t hold the sensible

Bushman writhe in pain

His skin burns with koalas

His legs scorch into bones of kangaroos

It doesn’t make any sense

The dead and dying

Puebloans raise to dance

They thump their legs in great rhythm of the lives

They invoke the gentle dead in rain clouds

They rise through the trees

To keep the world safe.

condolences

 Immense loss

....

The race industry is a growth industry.

We despairing, they careering.
They're looking for victims and poets to rent.
They represent me without my consent.

...

They take our sufferings and earn a salary.
Steal our souls and make their documentaries.
Inform daily on our community.
Without Black suffering they'd have no jobs.
Without our dead they'd have no office.
Without our tears they'd have no drink.
If they stopped sucking we could get justice.
The coconuts are getting paid.

... 

("The coconuts have got the jobs" Benjamin Zephaniah)

https://x.com/Channel4News/status/1732725249727254786?s=20

This interview clearly points out vast world of difference between african immigrant/black refugee to UK and south asian feudal/caste cannibal migrant to West.

A minor news

 

This is a minor news that I happen to read among many such minor news that happens across the primitive society -in most cases it may not lead to death but severe debilitating injury, or deep humiliation and profound dehumanizing response, for what seems to be minor mistake. Unimaginable worst atrocities have happened for decades while cunning castetva forces created template to morph these as insignificant law-and-order issues, desperate to classify these as personal skirmishes without anything more to it. India was already a british authenticated beacon of nonviolence, and with effortless ease -indeed entitled, moral compass to the world with gandhi, and clinging gandhians, awe the world with beatific smile and ethereal contented bearing as they sharpen the technique of using common people as fodder for highest moral ground.

Indians will know the nuances and all the intricate depravities hidden in the news. Western fattened fluffs will be least aware, the imperial laziness affliction in colonial comfort, and ofcourse squatters have already swarmed their little mind space to interpret and indeed represent, to efficiently suck out the patronizing goodies of colonial angst and victim binary. For last many decades charlatans and their litters have spread out across the west to represent us Indians and accrue immediate benefits, and yes, simultaneously -as a posture of great concern, our local guardians against specially carved out evil forces that we common people based in India are least aware -indeed too low intelligent to even comprehend. They perform their entitled role as some kind of great personal sacrifice for highest morals that keeps the fattened fluffs stupefied to match. It has reached an influx point. We cannot take it any longer. Fattened fluffs-squatter arrangement mutually benefited in an insular world. Moving a*se as sign of debating point discomfort, noting the wonders of turn of sentence, haggard desolate expressions, were how crucial issues dealt, and agreed with orgies and immediate schemes to pass it on to litters. Internet has opened up, and this devious alliance of wasted western fattened fluffs and caste cannibals to contain Indians in a narration for mutual benefit will not be allowed. We are not your fodder.

So, coming back to the minor news, what really happens when “used plate touch” someone? Is the fear about infection? Hygiene? Rest assured it cannot be hygiene. Caste cannibals as a characteristic trait are low on hygiene, but high on purity. Purity has nothing to do with hygiene. It is a squatter tutored mental illness, infection of soul, that is passed onto society. It is the beginning of depravities. It is how caste system works and grades. Interesting word here is “used”; it doesn’t even carry minuscule sense of what it intents in english. Caste cannibals therefore have benefited from this loss in translation, nor could they find reason for a suitable word considering that they gleefully introduced ‘pundit’ and ‘pariah’ with the help of racist colonizer. Alien language lack the nuance to carry complex meanings of the origin. In hindi the trigger word is “jhoota” that can tizzy squatter balanced world of depravities into utter meaninglessness. Words like “jhoota” carry context of barbarian culture hence cannot easily be translated nor understood. The other word that needs attention here is “touch”. Note it doesn’t mention that the food spilled or cloths got spoiled but the ‘used plate’ touched. This touch is where purity line is drawn. Squatter scums had scheme and list of ‘touchable’, and they still squat in sanctum as a c*ntdick right while equally depraved scale highest moral grounds in west into multiculture orgasm. 

So the inanimate object -plate, becomes carrier of demon incarnate appearing to vandalize pure blessed world with its touch -accidental or not -this distinction is meaningless in the context of breach. Purity is as fragile as squatter’s hold on the world and this is passed on to fate driven herd hence the bewildering reaction that is valued in life of hapless man. The beleaguered man working as a waiter -by its very logic is ‘not blessed’, hence further adding to the idea of impuring the blessed people and pattern of caste cannibalised world, furthermore gravity in debilitating incursion into pure blessed world that must be stringently dealt. And like the racist christian nutcase American ready with gun to defend from hallucination caste cannibals pounce with all ferocity on to a likely malnourished harassed man trying to make out a living. They kill him, dump him and move on. Human sacrifice to keep the world pure and blessed.    

Fattened fluffs in west will be conveniently translated to see this as minor skirmish nothing systemic of diseased mind nor caste cannibals complicit. They don’t really matter anymore. They nurtured monster mullahs and caste cannibals and unleashed ecosystem of uncouth under their influence across the world. They will not be allowed to control narration, nor patronize. They don’t really measure up to the challenges of contemporary world.  

Bowerbird makes the world a better place 

You must pick words 

Like bowerbird picks blues

Of all shapes and sizes

Nuggets of stolen thoughts, berries of wisdom

Bit of litter to cover the lack

Arrange in short and long sentences

To shelter ideas that connect

And help shift your world into a better place  

Unethical brands

 A British organisation Ethical Consumers investigated 82 brands of chocolates and found that only 17 followed ethical standards. These were primarily investigated as to whether they ensured farmers were paid enough to live on. About 60% of the world’s cocoa comes from west Africa, and about six in 10 cocoa-growing households in Ghana are estimated to use child labour, with four in 10 in Ivory Coast. Last year it was found that 10-year-old children were using machetes to harvest cocoa destined for Mondelēz’s supply chain -which produced Cadbury. Report also states that "buying chocolate from brands such as Fairafric, ’57 Chocolate and Chocolat Madagascar was expensive and could be hard to get hold of but they were good “as a treat or a present”, while Tony’s Chocolonely was widely available in supermarkets and “really trying to change the chocolate industry”

Please avoid buying these brands in case you like chocolates, and yes children must be made aware of these ethical lapse so that they are aware and become responsible citizens and compassionate human being. 

 

The old tree

Here like a sentinel and a pause

I can retell stories of scars and seasons

Invading armies plough the land

Pilgrim’s procession of suffering

Wise leave trail in the folklore

I can tell the secrets hidden in crevices of unknown

Conscious that floats forever and settle briefly

To catch the colors of rainbow     

Climate culprits

 

The other day per capita carbon footprint of richest people was published and discussed. Disinformation spreading toxic media controller Murdoch is right there. This fellow is really a criminal, ideally one shouldn’t be happy about someone dying but yes people like Murdoch will do a big favour to the world by their death. Each moment they breath they take lives. They make world a worst place. There are many extremely rich toxic people who spread misery as they live, and then we also have not so rich down the pecking order emulating and aspiring to be richer and equally toxic -a statement on system that nurtures these people and crass reality of existence. About a decade back reducing carbon footprint became a conscience movement. Everyone, including this blogger, made efforts to reduce. Very soon it became clear that these efforts don’t really matter much unless there is a systemic effort. System -and greedy arbitrators, was parasiting on common people.

So, although huge carbon footprint of parasiting billionaires in West must be publicized the stark cruelty of rich people in poor society need to be dealt with equal seriousness. In a company the salary of CEO is compared with the lowest paid to get the comparison. Similarly, in countries with lowest per capita carbon footprint the rich people’s carbon footprint must be put in context to common people. This will bring out the horror of irresponsible wanton consumption while playing victim at international forum.  

Unbecoming of an aspirant politician

There must be decency in public discourse. Personal attack, if ever, must be to highlight nepotism or corruption. To mock a leader -that too PM, for failure of cricket team, and that his presence has brought bad luck, has in the context of society sinister intent. Associating people or person with bad luck -ashubh, has hoary past. It ticks on baser qualities, and attempt to bring the mob in herd. It is a dog whistle for street chuckle that sane people will find disgusting and an alarming breach of conduct. Political parties these days use trolls to keep the social media active, which then is reflected by fomo market media, but when a leader becomes a troll, it is a new low and reflects poorly on the leadership qualities. Superstition, fate, assigning bad energy/good energy, proposing solutions/rituals by pleasing is how charlatans cannibalize. Unacceptable and unbecoming behavior of politician aspiring for bigger role. Climate change -the heat wave, can have a debilitating impact and has the potential to crash all grand plans. It will not be bad luck but incompetent policy making.  

       

Please not another one

 Argentina is a large south American nation, and to see it go down like this is deeply saddening. That this fellow is elected by large number of people is a reflection of insecurities of people that is cleverly tapped by charlatans with atavistic appeal. In the last few years world is moving towards chaos which is having debilitating impact on common people hence they look for primal associations. Technology has unleashed powerful tools that has positive potential through all the communication and knowledge at fingertip to get deeper meaning and associations. But the way market has manipulated and designed it is to maximize profit through superficial attention of dangerous world. Astounding possibilities of technology is seeking lowest denominator. We no longer know whom or what to trust hence we side with subconscious associations of primal over egalitarian possibilities of unknown and awareness of better world. This has debilitating impact on society that may not be really be equipped to factor in such onslaught. Democratic values, critical thinking and empathy driven spiritual contexts have not really percolated. Add to it depleting resources, social turmoil and alienation. With impact of climate change set to cascade, and with that resource loss, food insecurity, displacement and diseases, things are set to worsen unless ofcourse people find better self and society consolidates evolved understanding. South America has vibrant history of left movements that have percolated awareness of rights into society, even religions have played fairly positive role. But has been marred by outside forces and wanton corruption. Left movement too has become corrupted and, in the West, controlled by devious ego driven feudals working theoretical jargons of debating points to settle score than any connection with reality. They severely degraded the world. Unhinged demagogues using tools of disinformation and mass connection are going to make it worse.        

  2.0°C is breached

Yesterday (Nov.18) first time in the recorded history surface temperature breached 2.0°C above the 1850-1900 IPCC baseline.

Be very concerned.

When is it hate?

 Ridicule is important part of freedom. Curtailing ridicule is attack on freedom of expression hence attempt at diminishing humanity. Aesthetics is the deciding factor. Nature of society also matters in the evolution of aesthetic sensibilities. Primitive individuals/societies lack nuance hence aestheticism. This lack of discerning abilities leads to incapacity to deal with complexities of modern world. They become vulnerable to extreme emotions and violent responses. Ridicule also has complex context. Denying these complexities makes it a civilizational setback hence emboldens primitives. Degrading and dehumanizing systems like religion must be ridiculed, and any attempt to give it significance as human identity by devious forces must be resisted. Forcing this subjective anachronistic nonsense as defining parameter in human dealing is sinister ploy to control. So is the disturbing attempt to freeze narration in horrendous past defined by sensibilities of barbarians. Semantics of deal -that essentially must have evolved with complexities of present, is frozen in icy reactions of dreadful past. This then trigger herd to emulate the past. The fractures are cannibalized by controlling forces to accrue power. In an evolved world words like antisemitism (or islamophobia) shouldn’t mean anything at all therefore confined to horrible past. These must be expressed frequently within the confines of contemporary to take on the systems that trap herds into agents of horror. Any sensible human must, with all their being, resist systems that dehumanizes, segregates and degrades. Religion has always been a threat to humanity. You must hate degrading system. You must pity and ridicule the herd. But you cannot hate human being. This demarcation of ridicule from hate comes with awareness of human condition. Religion, in the personal space, has served hapless people trapped in increasingly bleak fate and existential insecurities. Even in collective space some religions have complemented to modern life in many ways. The problem arises when in personal space it pushes humans into unthinking herd hence diminishes humanity, while in the collective space it pose a threat to enlightened values. All religions are not same some have not passed the critical scrutiny to enlighten itself but they must be treated equally to face the rule of law. In the awareness of contemporary world if some want to keep isolated and secure in primitive ideas of past then it is their problem. It cannot be problem of the world. Common people cannot be used as fodder to keep primitives occupied or distracted -since a focused herd can be nothing but threat. Denying rights, threat of physical violence as also associating past crime of history with contemporary is hate. Denying rule of law is hate. To classify people is hate. To assign people into history is hate. To assume that human being is anything other than human being is hate. The constant endeavor of devious controllers is to keep the herd occupied in their misery and barter them for power. That surely is not how enlightened society works, nor if you want to deal with complexities of future. We must ridicule the systems that nurture herd and reduce humanity. Herd is a pity. Let the awareness of human condition define aesthetics.   

*The above cartoon is defining characteristic depravity of herd; they have been so dehumanized that to maintain the system they even indulge in self harm. A region that has abysmal air quality- also horribly noisy, decide to celebrate their festival without care or concern, meanwhile asserting their herd identity as they snarl against and compare depravities of competing herd (religion). Such horrible carelessness and incapacity to enlighten themselves must be ridiculed in every possible way. Rule of law must’ve been strictly imposed. The lack of rule of law shows how primitives are emboldened with increasing numbers and using common people as fodder. Millions of vulnerable populations suffer/die because of this wanton crime of celebration. On a personal note, I am thankful since I moved to spent time with nature from these horrible irresponsible people.

In the context of degraded world, the above cartoon will be classified as hinduphobia. Thanks, patronizing fattened fluffs in west. It is victory of narrative control of lexicon sharpened by hypocritical left. Ah the beleaguered minority.              

 

Loop

 

When we are finally photons in the massless universe

Every space is like everywhere else

Past, present and future interlocks

Everything that ever happened, will happen,

All exist somewhere in space time slide

Fast forward, pause, rewind

Like wandering spirit we can step out to trace the shapes we take

Cyanobacteria, chloroplast, cambrian…

Mishaps, mischances, mutations

Improbables, impossibles

And then this

…and that

Shades of color weave life

Dancing bees

Mind that unravels pattern

Life simulates never ending fractals

Happiness sadness happiness 

Present absent present

Day night day

Plato points the heaven, Aristotle measures the world

Atom splits and splits and engulfs

There was light in the beginning and end

And beginning