Understanding

When you realize your being

has started the preparation to seep into timeless.

The carbons, the hydrogens, the oxygens…

loosen their grip on miracle.

The joyous bouquet of warblers decides to disperse

into their lonely way.

Withering senses too weak to show its final gratitude

for the marvel of chance.

You close your eyes in reverence

for all that was shared

as the setting sun dims the scene.

   

Education that murders

 

Youngsters all across the country face severe stress through what was expected to be fun filled fulfillment of awareness of the world and nurturing of critical thinking and compassion. Literacy is easy, education is difficult. Education needs commitment for better world. It needs ever evolving collaboration between educators and students to create individuals with conscience and inquisitiveness to strive for truer perception of reality. Education is an attempt to create better human being. Over the years best minds across the world have delved on it. Despite these efforts education system in much of the world is stuck in worst of possibilities, trapped by devious minds to create compliant individuals and an instrument of indoctrination. It has worked as supply chain for greed and puppet for bigger use. While primitive religions want to capture impressionable mind into its dehumanizing horror with a meagre claim of morals, market is hunting for cogs to fit for productivity. One elderly industrialist even wants youngsters to work more than 70hours per week. What is this work and how it impacts well being of individuals is not his concern. Like life education can never really be goal oriented -this goal oriented nonsense is spread by crass market and devious religions to trap humans into narrow frame of dealing so as to control. It is designed to keep plebs occupied in narrow frame. Goal removes the possibilities of education. Uninhibited learning, and indeed delearning, understanding and further research in areas of interests, is the intend. So that young mind discovers his or her inedible presence in the diverse world and an increased awareness of intricate life giving systems as also possibilities of latest technologies and wise understandings from thoughtful people. This vibrant mind then can be attuned to narrow purpose as and when needed -and shouldn’t be mistaken for goal, it is an iterative awareness of what is needed to be done. Thankfully new education policy has removed words like examination and fail from its vocabulary. Continued flexible student centric assessment and analyzing learning is being suggested.

Unfortunately, the beggar minded society values education as a means for acquiring money, power and security, and not as an outcome but the very reason to educate. For majority of desperate people, in this unjust nepotism driven corrupt world with acute poverty and characteristic middle class insecurities, this surely is true and they end up as dehumanized lives chasing little world they are eternally trapped in. When this becomes defining parameters of society is where the problem is. Education therefore becomes goal oriented for gains, and the worst of people pose as motivators to attune impressionable minds and hapless people into this crude value system as eternal calling. Exams are conducted with much fanfare -the absurd nature of these competitions doesn’t really check the innate strength or ingenuity (indeed the best educationists have questioned the stupid questions they ask, as also the exaggerated IITs are tech coolies striving for status quo world and gaining from opportunities herein to write success stories for herds back home. It is the worst evaluation of education where humans are reduced to pawns. Ofcourse there are some who gain from better education understanding in West). The failure of education, and with it potential of human, has much to do with this increasingly crass control that is encroaching into core of humanity. The beggar minded society stampeding to authenticate itself through increasingly meaningless competitions ties itself in knots and strangulates itself. The beauty of life is taken away and the confused alienated youngsters are evaluated on ugliness of society. Either they systematically degrade themselves into this ugliness and goal orient for power, prestige and money, and keep striving as best of herd and act as role model for crass world, or else face the most important question there is: whether to live? The goal oriented values and crude education system doesn’t really factor the awareness of vastness of life and essential existential absurdity. Sisyphus therefore has to suicide.  

What is truly heartbreaking in this suicide note, apart from the soul wrenching innocence, is that the teenaged girl has chosen to write this extremely emotional last message to loved ones in a language that she is evidently not comfortable in. It points to deeper alienating factors, including likely lack of communication with people around. The desolate last line “this is the only option left” -a matter of fact evaluation of life by young mind, is a failure of society at many levels. It should shudder human conscience.     

 A nation awaits

...there is a mirthful contentment in this ethereal face. Hope it brings the same to millions of believers and make the world a better place. Om shaantih. Let there be peace.

ॐ द्यौः शान्तिरन्तरिक्षं शान्तिः

पृथिवी शान्तिरापः शान्तिरोषधयः शान्तिः ।

वनस्पतयः शान्तिर्विश्वेदेवाः शान्तिर्ब्रह्म शान्तिः

सर्वं शान्तिः शान्तिरेव शान्तिः सा मा शान्तिरेधि ॥

ॐ शान्तिः शान्तिः शान्तिः ॥

Om Dyauh Shaantir-Antarikssam Shaantih

Prthivii Shaantir-Aapah Shaantir-Ossadhayah Shaantih |

Vanaspatayah Shaantir-Vishvedevaah Shaantir-Brahma Shaantih

Sarvam Shaantih Shaantir-Eva Shaantih Saa Maa Shaantir-Edhi |

Om Shaantih Shaantih Shaantih ||

Meaning:

Om, Peace is in Sky; Peace is in Space (between Earth and Sky);

Peace is in Earth; Peace is in Water; Peace is in Plants;

Peace is in Trees; Peace is in Gods (presiding over the various elements of Nature); Peace is in Brahman (Absolute Consciousness);

Peace is pervading everywhere; Peace alone (which is outside) is in Peace (which is inside); May you be (established in) that Peace (and make your life fulfilled);

Om, Peace, Peace, Peace.

  

On the home stretch

So there is a realization by pretentious controllers of narrations that charlatan's "election lie is working" or, in a carefully calibrated sentence, "lie has become an article of faith for his supporter". Is there a surprise? Isn't it the same framework for religions? That you create system of belief with little bit of profound thoughts -by enlightened souls in the limited context of the times they lived that seek answer to spiritual yearnings, insecurities/unknown, an attempt to ameliorate miseries of common people, some bit of empathy, but much load of crap from the context of cave people, primitive values of barbarians, adamantly elevated as ultimate unquestionable truth to degrade contemporary reality. These are then nurtured by devious herd controllers as sacred right while uncouths eat into liberal values and humanistic concerns, as also negate evolved sensibilities of the contemporary. Feudal values and ascriptive entitlements feed the worst to degrade the society so as to cleverly take attention from themselves or furiously position as stabilizing force against chaos of ‘democracy’, as benign presence overseeing humanity at a terrible cost. They systematically solidify foundation of nepotism, cronyism and hypocrisy that persistently work against liberty and freedom -ideals that enrich democracy and liberal values. They trap people in cunning talks using semantics of high concern and emoting appropriate emotions all the while amassing power, money and clout. "Lies that work", indeed fantastical fiction, through miracle books, scriptures, holy texts, self-righteous moral sickness, "articles of faith" -all of which essentially comes with amazing level of nuisance to create misery to common people while seeking to guide, encouraging them to be unthinking, preventing awareness of evolving reality or atleast be empathetic. They create sociopaths with grand views of the world and essential exceptionalism of being the best followers or that their god or godforsaken holy books/faith/tradition are the best, religious supremist viciously compete.

With foundation of hypocrisy, they tarnish best of intentions, whether against racism or encouraging diversity, by playing for gallery -that they usurped as woke. Their concern is always to win debate and appear from the woodwork on every occasion to play unsolicited savior to consolidate gain at the expense of common people. It is the deep sense of hopelessness and anguish which they leave in their wake that charlatans like Trump are able to capitalize. It is a matter of grave concern that likes of Trump are belligerently usurping space of collective insecurities of societies across the world while decrepit Bidens of the world arrogantly cling to power, trapped in their own version of grand past as a poignant metaphor for collective helplessness of collapsing world and real time horror show for humanity (Biden is a nice man, he must realize the gravity of the situation). Nothing seems to reflect the diming reality or existential threats faced by common people, in the turn of sentence there is entertainment value but no attempt at discerning the truth, in the competing binaries they have fallen through the crack of debating points. Like headless chicken they cluck towards anyone who excites their emotions and keep their illusion intact.  

 With feudal values they nurtured nepotistic control -that is reflected in religion and neo liberal capitalism, entrenched hypocrisy degraded semantics of dealing which was easily usurped by devious charlatans to impress people. Words like ‘liberal’ ‘diversity’ so on, even facts, don’t mean anything -and we wait with increasing trepidation on what form of assault latest technology is going to unleash into this context of degrading dehumanizing world, while egalitarian values and democratic intents are no show and hooted out as boring. Charlatans play the high decibel entertainment of fantastical fiction that religion impressed and neo liberal extended. Isn't market capitalism the same 'lie that is working'? It is becoming increasingly clear that nature is no longer able to take this lie that is embellished in the fantasy of unlimited choices in unlimited world of luxury. This lie doesn't include majority of people nor is it based on values that encourage critical thinking or sustainable living or empathy. The lie of hedonism and wanton consumption packed as liberal values and democratic choices hinging progress and development. Tenets of capitalism, like religion, has become “article of faith” that cannot be questioned as the world spiral into doom. Indeed, there is an urgent need to modify capitalism to fast evolving reality, and how nations are valued for 'development' and investment, and individual evaluated for worth. This seems to be more urgent than IPCC CoP meets -that is seriously compromised by market capitalism and neo liberal assault. First sort out the system. If you are going to work within the same system that seeks consumption as well as conservation then it really cannot work. Simple use of intellectual faculty will tell that these are contradictory. Most sane people know that urgent action at international level is needed but the system will not allow it, they cannot even agree on ‘phase out’ fossil fuel. Unless something like "sustainable capitalism", oxymoronic it may sound, is worked out then this is really the home stretch for much of humanity while psychopaths amass to control and detach. Economists and policy makers must come together to evolve the economic system -that is breaking the living world, anew into a generative economics with life systems at the core. We cannot have economic system that reflects the destructive ‘growth model’ of 20^th century and expect to face emerging challenges that has absolutely no precedence. If the core is rotten no amount of COPs matters, they will fail terribly. The fixation that economic stability is what that matters for political or social stability is being seriously questioned. Unless economic system reflects what is valued the make believe will collapse. Resilience of biodiversity is reducing with degrading habitat and vanishing species. Life cannot bail out.   

Free will and nature of reality

There is/there is no/ free will.

Do we decide what we do? Ofcourse, we do. We are also responsible for what we do. We are not primitives decided by fate or herd manipulated by systems or animals driven by instinct. This question is seen as an insult by most, and affront to their self. There is though complexities involved. Is what we decide decided by us? Human beings pride themselves for free will unlike animals who are motivated to action by desires and instinct. Humans have intellectual capacity to pause their instinct to deliberate and to choose with their free will. The question though is: Is this decision really based on free will? Answer is as complex as life itself. Many philosophers assert that there is no such thing as free will. It is an illusion. We are driven by chance, or atleast choices are significantly shaped by forces that are outside our control. While scientific insight into human neural circuitry points to decision already in action before our free will -that is our mind, has even decided. We feel we have decided but a subconscious process has already begun before conscious self claim the free will. Brain activity can predict a choice before conscious decision is taken. Indeed, UN has even created framework to protect neuroright as human right. Brain data is valued.   

Schopenhauer, one of the world’s prescient philosopher whose ideas have influenced thinking of best minds over centuries, asserted that humans have no free will. Human decisions are determined by body’s reactions to stimuli and causes, and motives. Schopenhauer famously wrote that “we can do what we want to do, but we cannot choose what we want”, and what we want is determined by our nature, evolutionary pressures and contexts, causal factors beyond human control. For free will to exhibit it must be determined by nothing at all. Since that seems an impossibility does that mean that free will is a lost cause, and that we are, for all our pretentions, predetermined? He however adds that with deliberation relative free will is possible, which brings about a relative freedom from an immediate determination to action. Even one of the most vibrant mind Einstein admitted “I claim credit for nothing. Everything is determined, the beginning as well as the end, by forces over which we have no control”. Einstein adds “I believe in intuition and inspirations. I sometimes feel that I am right. I do not know that I am”. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited while imagination encircles the world. What emerges from brief analysis of these two brilliant minds is that free will is restricted and needs nothing -no influence, to exhibit, while intuition and imagination better approximates what is expected from free will in a given situation. So, although free will is controlled by forces beyond human control a combination of knowledge, imagination, intuition, and awareness of nothingness, makes the probabilities of thought overlapping free will a high possibility, hence human assertion over unknown factors to decipher the nature of reality.

This gap between decision and free will is the fertile ground that determines how human mind evaluates the world and assert its indelible presence. It is difficult to know whether decision is based on free will, we can only intuit, we feel “we are right” and only know when the decision is made. This decision is free will. If you intend to know free will it vanishes. The intention destroys the free will. Since we know that there are unknown variables, indeed unknowable variables -as the world is limitless, but we also are aware that these variables are quantified or addressed when the decision is highest estimation of reality. Free will is what we decide. At quantum level the world is made up of probabilities of event, binaries are exhibited when we observe. Non quantifiable reality vanishes in this observation. To grasp reality is therefore essentially play of words. We don’t take decision through matrix of binaries but complexities of increasing probabilities for free will to align to the intricate realities we face. This kind of high probable estimation of reality can happen when subconscious is cultivated in nothingness, what Schopenhauer refers to as “determined by nothing at all”, -so that all fiction driven reality denying externalities of culture, tradition, influences, habits, reactions so on are negated. You have to keep an open frame of mind receptive to senses, knowledge, and imagination that ensues. There are no goals, as goals create intent hence influences the reality into narrow frame thus away from nothingness that compose much of reality. It’s an awareness of not trying to get anything out of life. What saint Lao Tzu -a constant source of wonder for best minds, keep emphasizing wei wu wei -do not do. In this fertile purposelessness there is an awareness that acts without acting, action by inaction. (Hindu seer’s ‘detached action’ is coopted into devious overwhelming degradation without meditative quality or deeper meaning with nothingness -it works in the frame of ‘duty’). Meditation equips to connect deeper nature of reality, and all the wise people beginning with Buddha have emphasized on leaving mind in its state with nature. The presence. Here and now. Just be, the being that is human. Shoonyatha. Lack of desire must be understood from this context, and not negation of life. “Don’t try”, you don’t try to create, write a poem (Bukowski) or work your imagination. Creation originates from accumulated thoughts, actions and experiences, but can near aesthetics of art and expression of creator in stillness. Scientific/technological/philosophical/artistic expressions of quality nurtured in this vacuum before finding practical/objective ways of expressions (this intent of action is the appearance of objective reality or goal, it collapses all the possibilities into action in awareness). This is also how species evolve. More you travel without purpose more you are aware; it is an iteration for deeper self with reality. Aim of music is to listen. Art is to watch. Dance is to dance. Sing is to sing. There is no goal, not winning or to be best, it limits, the moment it is judged it is lost, loses the presence hence cannot produce. It is a quantum reality. Miraculous Kabir looks beyond nothingness, the observer is the ego, the observation tarnishes the reality with its projection. To have goal is to conform your will thus reducing your humanity -this precisely what systems like market and religion has done. Religion tries to equate awareness into its staid futile ways by obfuscating the semantics of faith and fate into rational and vibrant. They create fear of ‘unknown’ and manipulate immense as ‘power’. They degrade humanity into its lowest denominator. Power creates and controls binary of success and failure, hell and heaven, leading to predictable and replication of past. It grants favour/boon/blessing to control fate denying the everyday complexities and surprises of life. Goal degraded market value system create hierarchy of merit to pander and perpetuate the system/program without adding anything meaningful. Striving for narrowest estimation for highest gain. These impresses herd into limited controlled imaginations hence overwhelming mediocrity.

So how to have awareness and senses attuned to give high probable estimation of reality for meaningful response or decision or as Einstein says “I sometimes feel that I am right”. A society that intrinsically value excellence will be better placed than an ignorant malevolent one. Russell proposes an ‘intellectual culture without emotional atrophy’. Intelligence needs to be cultivated, it is alert curiosity, an aptitude for acquiring knowledge, an open minded and inviting mind. He values courage as “impersonal outlook on life”, that something which takes us beyond self without effort, where instinct is free and intelligent is active. “Perfection of courage is found in the man of many interests, who feels his ego to be small part of the world, not by despising himself, but through valuing much that is not himself.” Love, knowledge and art holds possibilities for impersonal life. Pleasure of being alive and inquisitive to surrounding will by its very nature make it easy for objective study of situation.

Truth is eternal to the approximation of our reality. It is not flawed but not entire. We can only attempt to understand. This humble realization is the wisdom on which we strive everyday reality and the possibilities, and very likely, awareness of better future, a larger truth that encompasses more. A deeper pattern of reality, a better understanding. Perceptive writers like Szymborska refer ‘i don’t know’ as an emphasis to our eternal humility, an apprehension of mystery that we are part. Camus brings in vacuousness hence the beginning of awareness of human condition, the absurdities that create path for comprehending complexities. This moral vacuum is what modern human faces when ‘god is dead’ hence an opportunity to explore emergent reality using critical mind without restrictive priori.

 

These days I die everyday

 

Have you decided to be

Not to be

Close your eyes

Close your mind

Close.

Pause. 

Each person is a memory erased

From collective, from your life

From breezy stillness of the afternoon

From chatter of the weekend.

From Ukraine, from Gaza

From pain on the streets and homes

Fresh memories and old stories

Life is no more future

It is paused to past

Reason don’t hold

Love is not in meaning

Anguish missed by the audience

They seek distraction from every desperation

That falls from the sky.

Settling smoke

Engulf

What is left of life.

(they will appear they say, in thoughts, in dreams, in memories, in their favorite dress, requesting desired meal or prepare it for you and ask you to wait while fret for missing ingredient, saying chosen lines that kept them happy, glad and alive)

  

 

Matter of aukat

 

Social media is ignited by arrogance of a dimwitted Indian bureaucrat. The cog of the system created by racist brutal colonial masters as an efficient mechanism to exploit and control the people and land. So while the lawyers and left out feudals (desperately trying to capitalize on angst as conscientious souls) played freedom fighting many youngsters of the depraved society lacking ethical context were trying to get into racist bureaucracy to be conduit in colonial exploitation and lessons from racist values of exceptionalism to equate caste cannibalism and authenticate blessing -meanwhile in S.Africa a cud chewing purity seeking lawyer cringe even groveled to the racist colonizers to not club his blessed self with African black ‘indolent savages’ -in his infected mind native brutalized Africans had less "aukat" compared to white skin racist exploiters.

Aukat is a term that loosely translate to status or stature in english which is as expected inaccurate since it removes the derogatory intent and sociocultural value system. Aukat is much depraved as it carries the debauched context of primitive society hence loses the meaning in translation, and so caste cannibals easily take patronizing western fattened fluffs for bull ride of egalitarian oasis blessed by mahatmas and pandits. Few centuries back aukat was ordained by devious squatters from sanctum and distributed to bidders. Nincompoops posing as rulers queued up to be authenticated by wastrels so as to control the herd by playing on their faith and insecurities until ofcourse reality struck and were eviscerated in attack, sanctum ransacked and squatter hung on the nearest pole while people went about their fate. Britishers encouraged this crave for ‘intelligent equals’ hence to get into the colonial system, it also kept substantial population of youth from revolting against racist colonizers -they needn’t have worried nincompoops had already placed themselves into elevated next to white people over common people. Caste cannibalism had much in common with racism, they sought parity and pride. It was easy for racist brutes to play on the egos of primitives through titles and cheap sundries hence extend control without much resistance. Aukat was now distributed by racist colonizers. Bureaucrats, as carrier of colonizers legacy, were deemed as having high aukat that expected common people to supplicate. Mere cog in machine who were expected to implement policy, on whom intellect was lost, were valued as intelligent and knowledgeable by primitive society. 

 These have percolated into the degraded society. Hence dimwit egoist bureaucrats are marker of intelligence for hapless people, unathletic cricketers as sports, nepotistic mediocre movie makers as artist lacking aesthetics or sense of exquisite or deeper meaning, producing art as sentimental to nurture superficial thinking, fickle minds and loose values, cronyism and consumerism as business, herd controller opportunistic cheapskate as local leader. There is least concern for common good but ulterior motive and greed. It is all neatly packed as wonderous diverse society. Meanwhile humbleness is practiced as competitive sports with scores, slights and mishaps keenly recorded as defining factors for future dealing. Humility is not for desire to respect but self abasement to acquire credit, sharpening hypocrisy by falsifying basic human instinct. Self obsessed essentially mediocre in attribute and gross in attitude most are acutely aware of their lack hence stampede for power, position, money, award, records…to authenticate their aukat over teeming herd.

In an evolved society intelligence is inquisitiveness and awareness for better world while bureaucrat minor facilitators, sports display of athletic prowess and delight of physical possibilities and not money manipulation for lowest denominator herd entertainment, artistic expressions hold meaning and insight, innovation in latest technology is business model, enlightened ways and empathy is representation. Aukat hinges on degraded pattern of crude that salivates for more power, more money, bigger records, higher position, glittering awards…constant salivation, fear of oblivion, ego and pride as meaning of life and transactional human relation as attribute. Highest, biggest, largest, tallest, richest… are aspiration model. In the aukat defined world even size of chair is a defining moment and essential lesson to the herd to keep them in their place i.e. aukat.                         

On meditative stillness

So I was trying to find some good writers to read. Reading is an investment of time, presence and effort; hence you have to choose carefully as if your life depends on it or else do not read, go for a walk or hang upside down, just don’t degrade yourself by reading mediocre nonsense that forms much of writing these days. Crass stampede to get attention, they demean the medium as also devalue humanity. Your presence is important to life don’t disregard by participating in the orgy of degradation, the sickness that invades the soul if you are not discerning and vigilant. Your attention is precious to your being. As I was meticulously flipping through website to anchor on to the best of writers I was in presence of remarkable human being and a brilliant writer. I really haven’t heard of Harry Martinson before, and so here I was trying to find more of his writing. Harry Martinson was a Swedish writer and poet. He was an orphan who had a tough life, while a teenager he ran away from foster home and picked up odd menial jobs. He eventually got a job as a stoker labor, shoveling coal into the boilers firebox to power the engine of the ship -the same that was used in steam engine of railways that some of us have seen in old movies. This one of the poems that I happen to read:  

The Cable Ship

We fished up the Atlantic Cable one day 

between the Barbados and theTortugas,

held up our lanterns

and put some rubber over the wound in its back,

latitude 15 degrees north, longitude 61 degrees west.

When we laid our ear down to the gnawed place

we could hear something humming inside the cable.

"It's some millionaires in Montreal and St John

talking over the price of Cuban sugar, and ways to

reduce our wages", one of us said.

For a long time we stood there thinking, in a circle of lanterns,

we're all patient cable fishermen,

then we let the coated cable fall back

to its place in the sea.

His poems reflected deep humanism and care for nature. One of his noted works is an epic poem, a profound science fiction titled Aniara -a spacecraft in which people are escaping to mars from a destroyed earth and is knocked off course into deep space oblivion, it has been adapted into opera and recently a movie. What is remarkable about this poem is profound ideas of science and technology into human frailties and a prescient understanding of life. What is much more remarkable is that Martinson was self-taught, didn’t have much schooling nor stable childhood, indeed after working in ships -that took him to far off  places, he suffered from lung problems and had to abandon his job and ended up living as a vagabond on country roads, he was even arrested for vagrancy. That he was able to produce high quality work of evolved sensibilities points to not only his remarkable resilience but also the context of society that nurtures best ideas and expressions despite worst of circumstances.

Meditative stillness is unique evolution of human mind and relatively rare communion of society. It is not chance or providence but unique characteristic that is patterned in ideas, freedom and expressions that leads to stillness, a deeper involvement with life. Political and economic stability plays a significant role but isn’t the defining. Ancient Greeks and Egyptians are examples in its varying and unique expression of thoughts and aesthetics that survived in unique strands to emerge as and when society stills and individual meditates. Societies were not egalitarian but majority enjoyed spaces that had access to meditative stillness. This stillness is not satisfaction but absence of crave. It is inquisitive awareness of human condition necessarily hinged on compassion. Primitive societies survive on fear and crave, they herd to exist. Even with material comfort and economic security they are trapped in their pathetic life of want and control. Individual minds remain putrid pits while society becomes sinkhole that attract the worst. Much of world is trapped in this vicious state, and any number of opportunities of modern technologies and egalitarian options is wasted. Their occupations are daily struggles of negation of life and possibilities. Their crude expressions and stale ideas nurture crass entertainments of want and inspiration for crave.  

Much of framework for human enterprise and progress stems from meditative stillness that seeps into all forms of human expressions and thoughts. It needs constant strive to reach this luxury of stillness. For hundreds and thousands of years nature provided this stillness for life to thrive. This created brilliant expressions of biodiversity. With consciousness human mind reach meditative state. Very few regions of the world have achieved this evolved state that a self-taught man living in worst of condition could produce such astounding expression of subtlety and finesse. Such spaces are precious. Ofcourse in the last few years virtual world has created such spaces that is accessible from all across the world. 

Harry Martinson also happened to visit Bombay (now Mumbai India) in 1920s while his ship was docked for few days. His observation in those few hours that he spent in Mumbai is a testament to sensibilities that I rarely find in Indian writers who spent lifetime in putrid pit lacking compassion or connection with life except as patronizing or self-justifying redemption of miserable life cloaked in blessing. Martinson writes “Sometimes my whole being shudders at the inconceivability of the throng, at the unimaginability of the multitude of sights”. There is poignant mention of his witnessing ‘dancing girls’ on the streets, compassion as he documents his observations. “Small groups of dancers, the youngest of the dancing girls not more than five years old at the most, wild, tormented, ecstatic, most of the time commanded by an old man, continuously shouting and threatening, ugly and repulsive: a sensational and upsetting contrast to the slender beauty of the whirling little dancers” Martinson writes “Bells are ringing wildly on the ankles of the tiny ballet dancers. He, the ugly one, shouts when the dance shall go over into acrobatics, and the tiny ones go backwards on their hands and feet, their bellies pointing up towards the sky. He shouts, as if he wanted to kill them, and they throw their legs up as they dance on, standing on their hands while he, with a murderous expression, plays on a monotonously humming string instrument; with the form of a fish and the appearance of a museum specimen, prehistorically evil”.... “What if John Bauer had seen you, dear little heart. How happy he would have been. John Bauer was our great fairy tale painter. He drowned in a long, spool-shaped lake called Vättern. He would have painted a dark picture of you, deep as a fairy tale. You would be sitting on an enormous lingonberry tuft within the woods of Holaved, blinking with your eyes, as dark as a wood-mere, so that the mere itself would rumble like thunder down in its mud, rumble out of envy”. Martinson pays money to the man to stop the exploitation, and writes that he wanted to hurt the man but avoided such a confrontation as he was concerned for the girls. “I could never be that cruel, not even if I was so angry with both the entire Brahminism and the vast constipation of the English lord system”. With this prescient line he was able to put his finger on the pulse of this degraded depraved society that generations of mediocre Indian writers nurtured to control narration lacked in moral capacity. And if you glimpse through the literary awards, you will see this urge to control narration as also nepotism of squatter camaraderie breeding the most mediocre but with high sense of self-worth of blessed gift. Like everything else most Indian writers are embarrassment. That they couldn’t sufficiently appreciate writers of caliber, like say, Mohd Basheer speaks of beggar minds haggling for next meal while stampeding for power and connections. Here artists are cheapskates who create slum cakes while marketeers define art. Mediocre nurture crass to justify itself.        

Rain dance

All the gods are dead and dying

They murder each other in astounding spectacle

Collections of stone tools to silicon tools

Array on mourning scenes

The shifting facts and fictions

Folklore don’t hold the sensible

Bushman writhe in pain

His skin burns with koalas

His legs scorch into bones of kangaroos

It doesn’t make any sense

The dead and dying

Puebloans raise to dance

They thump their legs in great rhythm of the lives

They invoke the gentle dead in rain clouds

They rise through the trees

To keep the world safe.

condolences

 Immense loss

....

The race industry is a growth industry.

We despairing, they careering.
They're looking for victims and poets to rent.
They represent me without my consent.

...

They take our sufferings and earn a salary.
Steal our souls and make their documentaries.
Inform daily on our community.
Without Black suffering they'd have no jobs.
Without our dead they'd have no office.
Without our tears they'd have no drink.
If they stopped sucking we could get justice.
The coconuts are getting paid.

... 

("The coconuts have got the jobs" Benjamin Zephaniah)

https://x.com/Channel4News/status/1732725249727254786?s=20

This interview clearly points out vast world of difference between african immigrant/black refugee to UK and south asian feudal/caste cannibal migrant to West.

A minor news

 

This is a minor news that I happen to read among many such minor news that happens across the primitive society -in most cases it may not lead to death but severe debilitating injury, or deep humiliation and profound dehumanizing response, for what seems to be minor mistake. Unimaginable worst atrocities have happened for decades while cunning castetva forces created template to morph these as insignificant law-and-order issues, desperate to classify these as personal skirmishes without anything more to it. India was already a british authenticated beacon of nonviolence, and with effortless ease -indeed entitled, moral compass to the world with gandhi, and clinging gandhians, awe the world with beatific smile and ethereal contented bearing as they sharpen the technique of using common people as fodder for highest moral ground.

Indians will know the nuances and all the intricate depravities hidden in the news. Western fattened fluffs will be least aware, the imperial laziness affliction in colonial comfort, and ofcourse squatters have already swarmed their little mind space to interpret and indeed represent, to efficiently suck out the patronizing goodies of colonial angst and victim binary. For last many decades charlatans and their litters have spread out across the west to represent us Indians and accrue immediate benefits, and yes, simultaneously -as a posture of great concern, our local guardians against specially carved out evil forces that we common people based in India are least aware -indeed too low intelligent to even comprehend. They perform their entitled role as some kind of great personal sacrifice for highest morals that keeps the fattened fluffs stupefied to match. It has reached an influx point. We cannot take it any longer. Fattened fluffs-squatter arrangement mutually benefited in an insular world. Moving a*se as sign of debating point discomfort, noting the wonders of turn of sentence, haggard desolate expressions, were how crucial issues dealt, and agreed with orgies and immediate schemes to pass it on to litters. Internet has opened up, and this devious alliance of wasted western fattened fluffs and caste cannibals to contain Indians in a narration for mutual benefit will not be allowed. We are not your fodder.

So, coming back to the minor news, what really happens when “used plate touch” someone? Is the fear about infection? Hygiene? Rest assured it cannot be hygiene. Caste cannibals as a characteristic trait are low on hygiene, but high on purity. Purity has nothing to do with hygiene. It is a squatter tutored mental illness, infection of soul, that is passed onto society. It is the beginning of depravities. It is how caste system works and grades. Interesting word here is “used”; it doesn’t even carry minuscule sense of what it intents in english. Caste cannibals therefore have benefited from this loss in translation, nor could they find reason for a suitable word considering that they gleefully introduced ‘pundit’ and ‘pariah’ with the help of racist colonizer. Alien language lack the nuance to carry complex meanings of the origin. In hindi the trigger word is “jhoota” that can tizzy squatter balanced world of depravities into utter meaninglessness. Words like “jhoota” carry context of barbarian culture hence cannot easily be translated nor understood. The other word that needs attention here is “touch”. Note it doesn’t mention that the food spilled or cloths got spoiled but the ‘used plate’ touched. This touch is where purity line is drawn. Squatter scums had scheme and list of ‘touchable’, and they still squat in sanctum as a c*ntdick right while equally depraved scale highest moral grounds in west into multiculture orgasm. 

So the inanimate object -plate, becomes carrier of demon incarnate appearing to vandalize pure blessed world with its touch -accidental or not -this distinction is meaningless in the context of breach. Purity is as fragile as squatter’s hold on the world and this is passed on to fate driven herd hence the bewildering reaction that is valued in life of hapless man. The beleaguered man working as a waiter -by its very logic is ‘not blessed’, hence further adding to the idea of impuring the blessed people and pattern of caste cannibalised world, furthermore gravity in debilitating incursion into pure blessed world that must be stringently dealt. And like the racist christian nutcase American ready with gun to defend from hallucination caste cannibals pounce with all ferocity on to a likely malnourished harassed man trying to make out a living. They kill him, dump him and move on. Human sacrifice to keep the world pure and blessed.    

Fattened fluffs in west will be conveniently translated to see this as minor skirmish nothing systemic of diseased mind nor caste cannibals complicit. They don’t really matter anymore. They nurtured monster mullahs and caste cannibals and unleashed ecosystem of uncouth under their influence across the world. They will not be allowed to control narration, nor patronize. They don’t really measure up to the challenges of contemporary world.  

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Unethical brands

 A British organisation Ethical Consumers investigated 82 brands of chocolates and found that only 17 followed ethical standards. These were primarily investigated as to whether they ensured farmers were paid enough to live on. About 60% of the world’s cocoa comes from west Africa, and about six in 10 cocoa-growing households in Ghana are estimated to use child labour, with four in 10 in Ivory Coast. Last year it was found that 10-year-old children were using machetes to harvest cocoa destined for Mondelēz’s supply chain -which produced Cadbury. Report also states that "buying chocolate from brands such as Fairafric, ’57 Chocolate and Chocolat Madagascar was expensive and could be hard to get hold of but they were good “as a treat or a present”, while Tony’s Chocolonely was widely available in supermarkets and “really trying to change the chocolate industry”

Please avoid buying these brands in case you like chocolates, and yes children must be made aware of these ethical lapse so that they are aware and become responsible citizens and compassionate human being.