India that is Bharat: Castetva proposes Hindutva disposes

 

India is set to face national general elections next year and the cantankerous nonsense is back. This blogger, like most common people in this country, strongly support the call for unified election. We shouldn’t have state elections every now and then. All states must have election simultaneously -ideally midway between each general election. Too many elections are adding to nothing except more nuisance and trash talk. Being an overwhelmingly primitive society elections instigates rabid voices and regressive assertions. Herd controlling politicians, media, religions, caste cannibals, viciously snarl at each other undermining existential issues and immediate needs of collective good. They take narration away from common people, sideline critical policy matters and crucial emerging issues. Democracy is important but cannot be perpetually be stuck in the process itself that it becomes a cruel joke on people -they are divided, dissected, eviscerated and left for next election ‘mela’. Democracy starts within the family and society, and a society reeked in patriarchy, regressive values nurtured by caste, deviant degrading rituals, superstitions and servile devotions, if left with the process will degrade it further. More time is needed for egalitarian value system to nurture -for democracy to percolate. It also is significantly hinged on policy makers, government, so on apart from education. Lacking intellectuals or tradition of discourse (except through redacted retrofitted history and squatter belch) this society uniquely lacks framework or nuances to capitalize on freedom that democracy offers. If not careful and corrective actions taken then with literacy and higher HDI this country will see its limit in Kerala. Beggar minded middle class appropriating possibilities of education and HDI into all spectrum of society and through lowest denominators of religions associate for their crass consumerism. So, whether materially rich or poor they are mostly beggar minded class with smaller and bigger houses eating the same food, watching the same nonsense and aspiring for the same crass as they dig deeper pits of security. The so-called scientist and shopkeeper are only occupations of chance hence the demonstrations of fervent gratitude and servility. They could very well be carcasses performing rituals. Education holds no potential. Literacy and HDI provided stability to find bearing and equip to grow into better versions and enchanting world. This society peaked and since lacked collective intelligence or civilized ways nor could nurture intellectual probity or class hence slipped into itself, and now cannibalizes while constructing narration of grand and seeking minor acknowledgment from anywhere in the world as collective victory. Mimicking excellence and appropriating words out of context to create its own narration of success and template for herd the pathetic don’t pass basic scrutiny on any parameter. And yes, I have spent quite less time here and really don’t prefer except as a tourist or left in verdant nature -indeed such beautiful scenes. A self-obsessed self-consuming bunch that holds no hope for humanity. In 1970s to 90s there were some vibrant people and fledgling of intellectual consolidations and grassroot movements but these are now appropriated by herd -the middle class eternally optimistic consumers spreading positive energy through nonstop entertainment while family values and righteousness drip from every orifice. How much rotten can it get? I am told this is happening all across the world with market spreading through technology and weaponizing religions but other societies have hinges of sanity, presence of strong intellectual traditions and space for excellence that nurtures and spreads subtler aspects of life, newer and nuanced expressions of art, science and thinking, these though varies in its size and strength across societies. In here it is absent and in its place we have doppelgangers of mediocrities, obsession for record keeping/breaking as parameter of evaluation and merit -necessarily a byproduct of hierarchical mindset, and a nation celebrating headlines like “becoming second nation to hop on the moon”. Outsiders find this misery churning chaotic mediocrities exotic.                         

Castetva forces degraded the society for last many decades and the ecosystem they nurtured, it seems, is overwhelming hindutva too hence reducing the possibilities of egalitarian ways of hinduism (ofcourse within the juvenile anachronistic framework of religion). This harebrained idea of changing India to Bharat will backfire. It was always used interchangeably but this assertion of Bharat is foolhardy to say the least. Just because castetva worked out acronym doesn’t mean hindutva should start hitting its head. We live in global world and being a predominantly youth nation most youngsters are connected globally. India, and being an Indian, has acquired strong value in the recent few years and most youngsters prefer it that way. As it is hindutva is doing well on perception and should win the next general election mainly due to lack of effective opposition -and its ranting leaders. Bharat can be used but don’t insist particularly with semi-literate muckraking fringe leaders. They may think that with UCC and Ram mandir as trump card they can mesmerize the herd – and surely they will, but the climate breakdown impact is looming and will be a major factor, all else is sideshow.

We are moving into a climate state where unprecedented is becoming normal. Weather records are being broken on daily basis, biodiversity vanishing without we even being aware of them and our vocabulary too is failing to grasp the fasting changing reality. India, that is Bharat, as is pointed by many studies is extremely climate vulnerable and with more that billion people is in serious bother. Add to lack of egalitarian value system with even basic understanding of terms like community. In this country hundreds and thousands of people die everyday for no fault of theirs, these are mostly ignored or manipulated as minor law and order issue that languishes in tardy squatter seized judicial system forever. Climate breakdown is going to kill millions of most vulnerable. We have seen how state collapsed during peak of covid. We are no longer having rain or monsoon but cloud burst and intense episodes of rain this will vanish into drought in few months. Himalayan glaciers too are drying up. Have they made arrangements to collect rainwater being fully aware what the situation is going to be few months from now -and let me add, in the election year if nothing else is motivating them? Sponge cities are one such initiatives that could be emulated -just to give an example. Create underground storage stadiums like structures in big cities to collect rainwater runoff as also act as recreational space during low water. Already erratic monsoons and flooding has destroyed crop. There is an agro-climatic crisis in the horizon that cannot be only handled with stored foodgrains since what we are looking at is collapse. Very soon prices of many food items are going to shoot up and vanish from shelves. Drought will accentuate heat wave. All indicators point to an unprecedented temperature rise, and this will also lead to forest fires. As things stand even evergreen western ghats are no longer safe.

Is India, that is Bharat, prepared? Or is hindutva going to fall for well laid traps of castetva and waste time? One of the pernicious castetva snare is feeling of grand -an entitled place in the universe, the arrogance that see people as expendable meanwhile cunningly espousing high morals as distraction. If hindutva is working this template then they are digging their own grave or, to be hindutva appropriate, lighting their own pyre. Nature has already sent warning signs. Ignore it at your own peril.

                         

Climate catastrophe needs new vocabulary

 

The other day someone was mentioning “heat wave”, but when something is becoming too normal -it is no longer episodic, will you still refer to it as “wave”. This brings in the issue of want of appropriate words to define fast changing scenario presented by climate breakdown. Climate catastrophe needs new vocabulary to exact and express. Our words are stuck in the meanings derived from the era of nurturing and predictable climate. We can learn from indigenous people who are much closer to nature and are able to work the nuance of nature as it presents. For instance, Inuit people who live in arctic where snow and ice play a significant role have many ways to define ice. Siku a general term for ice in Inuktitut. It can refer to sea ice, freshwater ice, or any form of ice. Pukak is used to describe thin ice or the thin crust that forms on the surface of water. Nilak refers to sea ice that is safe to walk on. It is solid and thick enough to support a person's weight. Aput refers to snow and ice together, encompassing the frozen landscape as a whole. Taqulik is used for the ice that forms around the edges of water, such as the shoreline of a lake or the sea ice near the coast. Tuttu is used to describe large, heavy ice floes, especially those found in the open ocean. Hopi tribe for instance have a specific word for very hot day -Tavaqkwv. Like in English rain is aptly communicated with words like drizzle, deluge so on. But when we have more than what is so far experienced as deluge -like cloud burst or more intense downpour, then we need new words to communicate. Words have evolved with time hence were able to specifically communicate the needs of slow changing world. When the world is changing fast it needs new vocabulary to define the unprecedented that is becoming normal.

Slum cake mindset

 When Schindler’s List -an iconic Hollywood movie that dealt with holocaust, was released in early 1990s there was a news (indeed a minor mention in the sidelines of mid pages here in India, now this was much before internet and ‘cable’ tv was limited) that few youngsters were found giggling while watching those horrific scenes. I found this news intriguing; indeed, I too had limited knowledge on these events ((Life during those days was trained to be ‘within the syllabus’, munching and regurgitating, and praying to work the fate -the meaninglessness of degraded form of education that the collective intelligence of society could conceive and value, it took me lots of effort and constant vigilance to remove this infection from my system. Sadly, the employees at ISRO represent the same failure of education and assertion of beggar’s mindset -of working favor/fate by pleasing and being pleased. The hierarchy of humbleness and well-defined deals to appease. What a pathetic life that even possibilities of education are negated. Since I had spent some time at Space Centre -my impressionable mind was impressed, I kept an eye on the happenings here. But these people have constantly shocked me with their regressive ways (in mid 1990s I recall quite distinctly some even participated in rituals facilitated by squatters to appease god for boon of boy child! Imagine the mindset at work here. Meanwhile charlatan squatter has repertoire of deal with god for sake of people) lack of context or application of mind)). So, people were stupefied by the ignorance of these youngsters and lack of empathy while watching these scenes. Some of the students countered that these were nervous giggle or that they found the scenes awkward. Nevertheless, they were removed from theater, later attempts were made by authorities to make them visit concentration camps and read about holocaust. Now, in 2023 Indian moviemakers went to Auschwitz and created cringe entertainment of self-obsessed ways that define these people, even untold horrors of holocaust becomes a prop for their fancy and minor learning about their own ego. These are special people.  

So, more than a decade back an elderly fellow -posing as artist even got himself into parliament as representing art, ordered a cake fashioned as slum for his equally pretentious wife -now this crude woman has positioned herself as some kind of activist -attuned to market needs. She, it seems, is concerned about slums and visits them! What is clear is that she gained a lot from this positioning, and this ‘slum cake’ was designed by the muck sodden fellow in appreciation of it. Hedonist orgy of love! It had models of congested modest dwellings surrounded by mounds of garbage replicating unfortunate living people packed as sardines -not far from where they live, meanwhile he did not forget to depict overflowing drainage that characterize these hell on earth, and yes -what seems to be funny depiction for some- of cloths haphazardly hung to dry detail. The impoverished congested spaces in big cities are unhygienic and reek with disease hence chance of infection are high people therefore do everything to keep clean. You will see more washing in slum areas than anywhere else heartbreakingly in dirty water and filthy surrounding while children defecate in open. This obsessive washing is a desperate attempt to keep disease away, to stay alive, and yes cloths are hung to dry in polluted air. What else can they do? There is nothing funny about it. This becomes funny when you have a deviant sense of what is funny.  

Few months back I spent some time to go through this fellow, actually few indicators are enough to estimate these despicable people. Believe me it is absolute waste of time, and it is unlike me. The intention though is to broaden to understand the ecosystem that nurtured these people, and how much society had to pay for these. So, few decades back one of the costliest Indian movie was released, and when they put more money you can be rest assured they will dig the depth of mediocrity and crass as entertainment. I didn’t watch it -for godsake, but scanned it randomly to understand the fellow who has scripted this (unlike other movies which were coscripted). Atrocious movie to even scan through, how can people even write these kind of crap? Now there is a pivotal scene wherein a pigeon is shown carefully picking up number from cards to identify vehicle number or so it has witnessed of some crime committed, I think. I used to find some Indian movies interesting for the ridiculous since it had something I could never even conceive, ofcourse within the cringe frame of sexism, patriarchy and other crap that this society is incapable to be sensitive, crude as entertainment. The ridiculous can be funny in the fantastic turn of unexpected even in the lowest form of aesthetics, the slapstick. When fun is also sought by some by taking people for stupid -lacking intelligence, is where the problem is. It is a reflection of contempt for common people that one can even think of writing such a script. This same contempt for common people and lack of aesthetics is what prompts one to create cake depicting slum. And that the fellow is claiming to be an artist is what makes it worst. The depravity is astounding. This is slum cake mindset. It is uniquely Indian.

If poverty is a crime, who commits the crime? The poor are to therefore seek the offense before they are punished. The fate is the offense that finds itself hence is open to ridicule and contempt. They will have to now beg to recognize their guilt. They have been acknowledged. There is celebration. They will however not understand how this is funny. A sick joke is a joke if you are outside the joke. Inside a sick joke it is horror. The horror of trapped in everyday living and dying. There is no Shakespearean grandeur in this tragedy. There is not even consolation to be alive except to be laughed at. So, while they sink in their horrible lives atleast they made us laugh and are lucky to be chosen reason for a cake for us to celebrate. Such is the blessing.

The cake, I am told, tasted delightful and I am not sure whether they had group orgy on it and kink fulfilment but yes muck filled drainage was the pièce de résistance. The squelchy texture was finger licking real for which the tacky fellow got an extra helping. 

 

Post script: Slum cake mindset is something I wanted to write about for some time now. There are problems when you write about attention seekers, they enjoy it as also use their PR for possibilities of branding or at the least play victim (that is the nearest they can come to be victim -indeed there is a stampede to play victim and position for gain as also fertile ground to represent common people). Now, I came to know about slum cake only few months back -more than a decade later. If I knew this before I wouldn’t have wasted my time travelling all the way, I became extremely vulnerable almost a decade back, nothing much, and I cringe even the thought of having visited these people. It was difficult to forgive myself. These are the worst kind of people, and to be noted, nurtured by castetva forces as brand- they in turn emulate the depravities of sycophants and manipulate narration that fancy the moment. These are the people whom I tried to get in touch but ticked them out within no time, having confirmed what kind of depraved people are these. Ofcourse for me writing was prime factor -and writing atleast 500words per day was what I targeted to be writer of some reckoning, hence I let it work meanwhile tried to improve my writing skills as also delve on issues of concern, and moved out to blog as soon as I got the opportunity.  

These people have positioned as artists, and gain credibility through state awards and largesse. What I have noted is that there was a stampede for state awards, positions, RS seat and UN ambassadorship so on, and you could see them going in heat. Earlier it confused me when they unexpectedly ransacked TV studios showing concern for common people and dire warning with controversial statements, when they had no movie to release -they go into heat before movie release -the juvenile market logic being if you attract attention during these few days herd will be impressed enough to part with money. The level of grandeur and self-obsession -among, arguably one of the least talented people, is astounding if not psychopathic. Many even ghost write their autobiographies as if world had not got enough of them. Even our fellow (any resemblance to real, as they say, is purely coincidental!) has written one. It is also an indication for bigger intent, as a summation for those within their little world to take note and envy. It’s not manipulation of the moment but consolidation of constructed past as branded gift for humanity, a blessing for us. The onus is now on humanity to receive this blessing as a favor for our existence, a gratitude for something we are incapable to understand.

                    

Kite and the sky

There was delight in the way

The kite met the sea

Gliding the steady breeze

He swirled, looped into narrowing spirals

About to catch the glint of waves

Skimming an instant turn

Flapped for a while

And soared into the sky.

The shore burns and reach for him

Lit the sea in hues of flame

Fill the sky with soot and pain.   

Education as a ritual

 

Education is meant to understand. To bring in full estimation of you as an individual placed in time and context, and the implication of it. It is to equip you to wrench your indelible impression from billions of lives, linking vibrant minds of past with evolving present, and to weigh in on ideas to weave a vibrant world. Education extends the link of humanity towards possibilities. Education is the vibrant sense of presence. It is an awareness on what is to be a human, the precious individuality and freedom. A good education grants freedom.

Good education though is rare, and is impossible in the ecosystem of market driven needs and when valued with certainties of religion. Education therefore becomes a ritual, and is stuck in the basics of literacy without any potential or hope. Learning becomes a ritual. The ritual of feeding and regurgitating, which then is evaluated for merit and use. Literacy is a ritual of learning the rules, prevailing facts and empirical evidences. Literacy equips us to be educated. When literacy fails to assimilate education is reduced to ritual. In the process the human is reduced and becomes scheme to work on the ritual for the systems that benefits. It is weaponized to meet the aspirations of middle-class insecurities. It creates thriving beggar’s mindset.

Middle class here is not entirely an economic classification based on income so on. It is a mindset. A mindset that has overwhelming presence in society hence majoritarian thus deciding tenor of given society. Lacking deeper understanding or thinking, carried by exigencies of situation, they are mired in insecurities and battered by tribulations of life. They desperately seek security and stability. Hence, they amass (many billionaires and millionaires are beggar minded rich people. They just worked the system to amass money or power or luxuries but their mind is still middle class, trapped in insatiable middle class needs). They strive as pallbearers of dying inconsequential traditions and degrading culture of sentiments attached to inherited -atavistic residue that they carry to deal with ever changing world. They shape the world in this conservative restricted ways lacking sensibilities to value progress or capacity for nuance. Lacking reflective thinking or self awareness they are incapable to evaluate meanings or egalitarian options. Ill-equipped for long-term awareness they look for quick fixes and easy solutions. So, when abstract or existential presents itself it scares them into the lap of sureties offered by juvenile faiths and nostalgic warmth of inane. Instead of education equipped steps towards egalitarian self-awareness they seek simplistic versions to satisfy their primal needs. The human is reduced in the ritual to maximize for the system. Middle class needs are easily dealt within the matrix of the self-consuming system. Art, literature and commerce attunes to satisfy and gain from them. Middle class hence becomes the standard bearers. Thus, the overwhelming mediocrity in every field that strives on middle class aspirations, from entertainment to literature to technology. The space for excellence shrinks as middle class expands. They create their own heroes in their own image, aspirations, and celebrate. Entertainment creates narration that eulogizes their staid ways as virtue, religion adds morals to this morass of prefabricated world.

They create myths of stability immune to chaos of life. They thrive in hierarchal systems and ritualistic repetition hence seek surety of authority, if not an all dictating god -and their agents, then atleast a leader exhibiting sure footed tendencies. The pleased and pleasing are in a loop. Middle class therefore degrade democracy and egalitarian ideals by encouraging authoritarian tendencies. The reason why J.Krishnamurthi -philosopher educationist, worked education to remove all forms of authority. He was concerned about Indian tradition that allowed for ritual, belief and unquestioning devotion. His idea of education was ‘critical looking’ -much immediate than critical thinking, and a step towards ‘choiceless awareness’ that harbingers inquisitive ways. He valued holistic education as essential for an “inner renewal that can effect social transformation and indeed lead to societal change”. Before I continue on this let me add when I was in my late 20s I took out some time to try to understand the whole idea of education and search innovative means of pedagogy (I was into bit of teaching so thought of exploring it in depth). I read few thinkers as also visited few places across the country which explored these ideas. I did read Montessori, and found influence in Indian thinkers like Aurobindo (did take few classes at Mirambika in Delhi), Tagore (visited Shantiniketan in Bengal few times, he was quite influenced by Renaissance and the Age of Reason as also best of Indian thoughts), Krishnamurthi (spent few days at Rishivally, Andhra) as also Vivekananda, Osho, Russell (Education and Good Life) and Rousseau. Rousseau’s Emile is quite influential and foundational in many ways. His concern of education was not to create “magistrate, nor soldier, nor priest” but “primarily, a man’, or shall we say a human. Tagore too concerned education with humanism “freedom and creativity are linked in Tagore’s thought, one conditioning the other. The more people go beyond the limitations of their animal nature, the closer they come to humanism, freedom and unity and are then able to develop their creativity”. He valued education as “clear stream of reason” that “has not lost its way into the dreary desert sand of dead habits”. It is quite clear that insecurities of middle class have lost the potential of education and inherent values of humanity into “dreary desert sand of dead habits”. Valued books are being banned in spaces that once gave hope. Vibrant ideas censored by religion and market. Human being are loosing connection with their reality and are dehumanized into systems.  

The only redeeming factor in a self-obsessed middle class world reeking in righteousness is that they provide stability and relative peace in society though in an overwhelming regressive framework. Depending on nature of society these therefore provide space for individuals to strive out of beggar’s mindset and middle-class self-defeating ways. Quality of education and ecosystem that sustains intellectual vibrancy matters. Some societies have more space for these hence have made greater contribution to humanity by valuing ecosystem of unbridled inquisitiveness and nurturing precious individuality that brings meaningful collectivism. But in many societies, and it has become much pernicious in recent times, staid sure ways and mediocrities of middle class, their insecurities, have acted as potent vehicle for religious revivalism and a grander retrofitted history. We are living in a strange world where potential of education is being persistently diminished and critical thinking faculties blunted while humanity is being depleted from humans. Tiny ants offer some lessons. Ants are intelligent social insects but sometimes things go wrong. They get into death spiral wherein ants follow each other in endless circle. This happens when they loop back to their own pheromone scent trail while leading those behind them. They eventually die of exhaustion. Human beings are in a death spiral of make believe unless education asserts its potential we are doomed.  

Credible performance

 Indian men's 4x100m relay at World Athletics Championship was a credible performance. Considering tremendous odds against them as also mediocre nature of society that appropriates sports into some staid game initiated by lazy colonials as timepass that besotted scyophantic nincompoops trying to impress colonial masters while they facilitated exploitation. Over the decades feudals nurtured this game of wastrels through state control onto herd, later market took it into spectacle of absurdities that one wonders: can we not train monkeys instead for wholesome entertainment?! These market players earn more from ads than anything else -herd is squeezed at every available opportunity as they are pavlovian triggered to be happy to be happy! Most of these "iconic" players could not run a straight 100m even at the peak of their career (as a co-passenger long time back mentioned; it's a game of halwai -halwaiyon ka khel hai). Kerala has tradition for high caliber sports ecosystem and talented players, unfortunately in the recent times cricket is cannibalizing these into waste. 

More than game it is also fertile construction of raconteur (ace word defecators) -just as market prescribed ie more about the person than the skills (indeed the game is like Indian movies that needs minimum skills and maximum branding). This society will go to the depth of depravities to cover up lack of any discerning talent. Vibrant social media and new tech gadgets are severely undermining narration control by few, and have least value for posers as fourth estate -clinging desperately for control. Technology has become an effective instrument in democratization of society, and has potential for far reaching social change. It has potential to bring reality closer to reckoning and push out posers and manipulators. Athletics is about reality of sports. There is nothing to manipulate. There is no space for trash talk. You just run faster. It's about skill, talent, and essence of possibility of human body.             

Colonising Space and Tragedy of Commons

 When Apollo 11 landed on moon in 1969 Neil Armstrong was the first astronaut to disembark, he said these memorable line "That's one small step for man, one giant leap for mankind". That truly was a giant step for humankind, so is the recent installation of Webb telescope or CERN experiments -though some disappointment for particle/experimental physics. Sputnik in 1957 and Vostok with Yuri Gagarin in 1961 though clouded under cold war animosity these too were giant step for humankind. These achievements are common heritage for humanity. Things have changed in recent times. Most recent attentions towards space are not benign nor for the benefit of humanity -although the euphemism is compelling. Market capitalism has churned out regrettable billionaires with severely limited intellect or responsible ways while they vandalized earth. The spectacle is choregraphed for the spectacular effect. Branding itself is a justification for higher intent. Market has projected these as smart solutions with obvious reference for billionaires as saviors. In this ecosystem of self-obsessive valuation of world everything is tagged and resourced to be exploited. Meanwhile severe climate breakdown and catastrophic effect on people and biodiversity is channelized as viral videos or mother nature’s wrath so on without any context or horrendous reality that humanity is being exposed. Market capitalism, religions and politicians have deep investment to keep the herd distracted as long as they can. Severity of climate breakdown though is causing consternation among increasing populace, they are jostled out of market goodies filled dreamworld choices into flash flood, heat waves, forest fire, very soon spiraling food prices. They see temples, mosques, churches, so on wash away, faith in material not holding, cozy negotiated sureties disappear, while politicians stutter. They are scampering for new narration to contain the herd. Incapable to factor reality herd will seek redemption in myth and fantasies, this momentary distractive respite is the peace that faith mongers offer.  

In 1967 UN Outer Space Treaty (OST) was signed, under this all countries have right to access space for peaceful scientific purpose while prohibiting sovereign appropriation of outer space. After depleting resources on earth there is a stampede by rich towards space, all packed in spectacular spectacle of distraction. In 2015 US enacted a new law (commercial space launch competitiveness law, whatever) that circumvents good intentions of OST and allows US companies the right to own and sell all that is resourced from space. A clear violation of international agreement to appease US billionaires. Terrestrial mining is the new threat that is facing us (as also deep sea floor mining). There is need to channelize terrestrial resources and not left to be plundered by anybody who can access. We are already witnessing tragedy of commons in accumulating space debris. There is an urgent need for new effective international legislation to protect space as our heritage. Moon as human heritage.

Two hundred years back naval and navigation technology became more sophisticated. Some countries were able to reach far off places and use advanced armaments to capture land and people to exploit for resources. Sophistication of technology did not advance humanity. It led to slavery and wanton exploitation. It led to colonization. Technological sophistication is not same as scientific achievement. Scientific achievements necessarily advance humanity. Science by its very framework is humanist. Technology meanwhile is a tool. It is limited by the humans that use it.   

Exciting night at World Athletics Championship

 It was quite an exciting night at World Athletics Championship at Budapest Hungary on the banks of river Danube (yes they do play Strauss' Blue Danube and it reminds me of iconic scene from Kubrick's Space Odyssey 2001. Recently I also happen to watch a rare Hitchcock black and white comedy on Strauss II and how he created this music -not sure whether it's historically accurate depiction nevertheless it was really not the kind of movie in Hitchcock genre). So, the longest men's event 10,000m and shortest, or shall we say fastest, event 100m were at display. Running is sports at its best. 

 

Entering dangerous unchartered El Nino weather

 

Climate change is sharply spiking temperature across the globe in the last few years -despite cooling La Nina, the situation is spiraling at an alarming rate with El Nino consolidation. With ocean absorbing additional heat from global warming El Nino is becoming intense. As you can see suddenly monsoon rains have vanished, and if ever erratic, intense, lasting for short period, and then the sky is clear as ever. Rain these days carry ominous threat of deluge. Rain no longer is languorous drizzle that invites for a long walk among the rain soaked trees, cycling along brimming rain carpeted oceans, boating in the backwater…rain these days are dreadful possibilities of floods and landslides. Rain is harbinger of tragedies. Summer is heat wave.    

There is El Nino consolidation happening which is never good for Indian monsoon system (despite much complicated and complex play of Indian Ocean Dipole IOD and Madden-Julian Oscillation MJO). With climate change already heating the planet at unprecedented levels we are really entering scary unchartered weather. Monsoon is expected to weaken over much of Indian subcontinent which is going to have a serious impact on food security as also water table. Summer, i.e. months of March to June 2024, is expected to have significant heat waves (note even without El Nino impact this February was hottest -imagine what is in store). Already Indian government have stopped rice export –this is cascading rice price in international market; China is stockpiling rice while Russians have collapsed grain basket Ukraine. So, El Nino will bring drought condition to much of Indian subcontinent, some region will also see heavy rains -and as you can observe from the map herein -the south tip of India specifically western ghats, Kerala, from October to December. During last El Nino period (2015) Chennai witnessed deluge of the century. I am sure Union as well as the State governments are aware of the unprecedented weather changes in the coming months as also socio-economic impact. Scientists and activist youngsters (and those connected to cradle of life) are warning us for some time now. Religion and Market have kept us distracted in fantastical illusions and spurious entertainment, very soon they will turn fatalist to keep herd riveted, while market will carry on with grand narration to anesthetize common people meanwhile barricade moneybags. 

There is something sinister looming in the horizon. The wicked side of mother nature is waking up after hundreds and thousands of years of peaceful nurture. Whatever that ever mattered is at stake. There are no second chances. There is no Planet B. Ocean is warming. Biodiversity is collapsing. Species are vanishing. This is an existential emergency. WAKE UP.               

Religiophilia is a threat to humanity

 

There is a character in The Book of Laughter and Forgetting (by Milan Kundera) Mirek who remarks that “The struggle of man against power is the struggle of memory against forgetting”. One of the pernicious attempts of herd controlling systems is to make people forget. Controlling and manipulating memory is an assault on being a human. Species evolve to survive by awareness of surroundings, lack of awareness and incapacity to sense evolving habitat will make them vulnerable hence extinct. Memory is significant aspect of consciousness and helps to evolve new thoughts and ideas hence limited awareness and flawed sensing leads to controlled. Lacking discerning skills sycophancy acquires survival template. Individuals many times try to forget injustice to seek solace. Forced to forget -by herd controlling totalitarian forces -whether State, Religion or Market, through control of state institutions or deep entrenched systems, redacted history, supplanted myths of glory, narrative will to power and entitled worldview, redundant degrading choices, is to deceive basic sensibilities that define being a human and is to deny diversity of human experience.

As the world gets connected and individuals get atomized through technologies, ideas and aspirations as also social conditions, we find that humans are also inexperienced in this emerging, seemingly alienating, context of life they find themselves in. This moment is what we got. This human condition is explored by prescient minds, and will have to be experienced to value life, its meaning and meaninglessness, possibilities and impossibilities. We will have to shed primal practices and medieval securities that have lulled us to uncertainties of life and omnipresent chaos in the horizon. Ensuing arrogance and entitled place in the life scheme is challenged and falls short of every scrutiny reality presents. Irony -of existence, is what is experienced, and very soon we realize that this is the defining human condition. The improbable irony of being alive.

Irony irritates certainties -that define herd controlling systems. So instead of creating awareness, exploring ideas and frameworks of aesthetics to explore and evolve with amazing opportunity presented, what we get is insidious attempts to manipulate and control by nurturing herd valuing systems. Instead of aesthetics of diversity and myriad expressions that coalesce into collective synergy what we get is grotesque fantasies to ensnare and dehumanize -to impose systems on others and silence them into submission. It is an attempt to provide easy solutions to existential uncertainties of contemporary world and eternal absurdity. It is an attempt at pandering egos of herd controllers and the worst of humanity at the expense of common people. It is a vulgar imposition of herd will on common people.

Some extremely devious people are working to normalize herd controlling systems specifically religion -which works in tandem with power (State) and money (Market). Also, communism (referred to as Left) has the habit of identifying with herd (in the garb of minority) -in an enlightened society religion cannot be defining factor at all since it rarely evaluate human being as human. Minority voices are undermined when religion usurp this space. In the dialectical materialistic version of history humans are just pawn. In this scheme eventual emancipation is that of humanity lacking humans but comrades. This reductive obscene version of human is not unsimilar to what religion or market proposes. These are fake binaries to control for power. It also needs to be pointed out that not all religions are same. This semantic generalization is flawed. It doesn’t really factor in important aspects of journey and contexts of each religion and their impact on the individual and the world. You cannot codify each religion into same scale. Ofcourse this isn’t about showcasing superiority and exceptionalism but to bring out critical aspect of understanding. What need to be made clear though is that whatever the context of each religion in the evidence of contemporary world it has more nuisance value than anything else and is a persistent threat to humanity. This anachronistic pestilence has been segregating, dehumanizing and degrading, and over the centuries and decades some religions were challenged and hence evolved, or interpreted to update, with the need of the time. While some have stuck in space time warp to ensnare common people into ever widening medieval mindset immune to contemporary reality hence present a constant threat. The progress we have made has much to do with ecosystem that some religions have provided or tolerated or help ignore. Christianity, has seen criticism, reformations and debate -working on rationalism and reason, hence relatively tolerant space, as also protest and assertion of common people to support the best among them against the onslaught of juvenile premise that they started to ridicule. Sacred was also profane. These ecosystems have elemental impact on the way people pursue their thoughts, deliberated and decided. Likes of Francis Bacon was impossible in any other ecosystem hence rapid progress of human civilization. Judaism too provided an ecosystem that nurtured best of humans as is evident from contribution to humanity. Let’s be clear these scientists or philosophers were not practicing religion, nor did gave a damn about religion, but they benefited from the ecosystem which quite clearly many religions were incapable to provide. Buddhism invested in humans to provide subtle expressions and peaceful meaningful life for centuries. Zen is pinnacle of possibilities of human mind. This is not about Christianity or Judaism or indeed Buddhism -to take few examples, what is clear from the contemporary evaluation of religions is that they are firmly rivetted in juvenile premise -that surely is dehumanizing and degrading, and capitalize on insecurities of people. Buddhism is as violent and viciously herd churning as any other including Hinduism -brutalities against which it was proposed (if temples were destroyed by Muslim invaders -nothing wrong in the context of the time indeed welcomed, then study must be conducted regarding Buddhist temples destroyed and appropriated by Hindus). In the contemporary evaluation, by the very definition and premise, all religions without exceptions are dehumanizing and prey on human insecurities and uncertainties of life. They have no value for human being, and seek to control and propagate. They hold nothing for humanity to face the challenges of future nor add any value to progressive thoughts. Faith as it exists in religion -anchored in miracles and instructive ideas of many centuries back, is not compatible with critical thinking gained from contemporary understanding. Modern mind and social relations cannot be trapped in juvenile conceptions and regressive value systems that it perpetuates. Herds live in glory of past and have fantastical fatalist view of future, an outcome of lack of application of mind. They are provided all the answers. This surety adds to the danger. They are no longer human but herd waiting to be instructed, and at the most they can contribute is by innovating within status quo needs, some incremental money savers or staid creative expression to be good herd members and reaffirm herd values. Sometimes we do come across surprisingly subtle and elevated creative expressions attributed to religion (in the contemporary world, not what happened few centuries back which is entirely different context) that one doubts can really emerge from juvenile controlling narrow premise of religion. These elevated experiences are spiritual that precedes religion. These yearnings are part of human consciousness hence cannot be appropriated by religion as religious experience. What is not confined cannot be part of narrow systems and its simple elaborations and prescriptions written when people lived in caves. Religion is too small a space for immensity of life.

Religiophilia, particularly Islamophilia, of the West has become serious threat, and has potential to undermine all the amazing progresses made by humanity over the centuries. Appropriating progressive semantics to nurture religion is a new low. They have used UN to institutionalize degrading values (UN has become sideshow for redemption while they exaggerate cold war relic NATO). Burning specific book may not be an aesthetic expression of protest nevertheless it is an indelible part of freedom and what it is to be a human. OIC inciting violence is a serious breach and characteristic pattern that should be worrying, and they should have been warned -it fulfills definition of inciting terrorism. A book or any fantastical myth or ritual or cow cannot be under any circumstance valued over human life. These primitive brutal ways have no place in civilized settings. It is a blatant use of religion to bludgeon and blackmail. It can be said with much certainty that contemporary Islam, specifically sunni version, has created an ecosystem that pose as a threat with least of contribution to humanity. Not that other religions are not a threat. Religious nutcases in every religion and region have created barren pockets of depravities across the world. They demand exceptionalism and consider themselves as superior as if god is on direct call with them. While some carry gun in the name of god to kill people others carry caste to eviscerate soul. It’s a severe mental crisis that instead of being pointed out as absurd is being validated as freedom. Attack on Iraq -leading to killing and maiming of millions of innocent people, complicity of media in ‘sexing up’, greed for fossil fuel, inability to prosecute Blair, has made monarchist Christian feudal compromised Britain particularly vulnerable. Pretentious western elite are using common people across the world as fodder. West is seeking redemption through islamophilia. It’s a serious breach. Spread, reach, money, as also lack of meaningful revolt or protest within the religion -trapped in brutal medieval setting, makes Islam -specifically the sunni version, a serious threat to idea of progressive world. It has emboldened regressive violent forces in other religions, cults, as well as the state. You cannot hide behind Islamophobia -it can only be dealt case by case basis; no religion can be given carte blanche against criticism or scrutiny. We are not fodder for religious supremacist nutcases nor are we ready to sacrifice democracy and liberty -hard earned values that defines each human on this planet, and all the possibilities of future, for regressive values posing as diversity. No religion is sacrosanct nor sacred. What impacts humanity is open for questioning. All the technologies that empower me, and common people around the world, right from internet to each and every part of laptop or mobile phone I use- the electrons to satellite, the ideas and thoughts behind it, has not come from Saudi -despite the fact that it’s one of the richest societies (its contribution to humanity woefully lacking nor do we expect anything much in future, and there is a reason. It’s quite likely they are investing hugely in western media to work the narration), it has come from open societies that nurtured inquisitive values and potential in human beings through critical thinking, reasoning, debate and differences. All the ideas and systems that nurture me, and common people across the world, like democracy, liberty, valuing contrary ideas and egalitarian thoughts, asking every possible question that arise in mind, reading wide range of books -and not to follow any one book or scripture or idea but to understand, seeking answers and accepting with scrutiny, respecting human irrespective of gender or region or race, being empathetic and be aware of human frailties and contemporary realities, has not come from any Mosque (or Temple or Church or any herd churning pit and its pedantic sickening morals). That doesn’t mean everything about religion is crap some mentions are poetic, amusing, and interesting insights. Nothing more can be granted to it. Period. Religion by its very premise is a threat to humanity. Be very wary of herd controllers who use benign ideas and progressive semantics to degrade the world. There is money, control and power riding on posturing. A society that protects most vulnerable thoughts, contrarian ideas, and nurture weakest person to his/her fullest potential, is deemed advanced and progressive, is richer to contemporary realities and equipped to face future complexities. Most importantly we must not forget, they will make every attempt to make us forget -that is first step towards being controlled. We must read, objectively verify, critically scrutinize, and understand. We are mere mortal to seek truth we can only try to understand and value as much this miracle of life.

Superconductivity at room temperature ambient pressure. Reaaaaaly!

 

This is just wow, if it's true (considering that there were some false claims in recent past) and there are reasons to be optimistic. Indications are pointing to a major breakthrough by Korean scientists. Superconductivity is childhood dream come true scene. When I first saw superconductivity explained on TV with that floating resistant free thing moving around I was wonderstruck. During those days -mid 80s, it was hot topic in school (nuclear fusion was another source of intrigue). Then I forgot about it, some occasional mention here and there, nothing much. Just now I came to know about Korean scientists claims (that is being peer reviewed and we will come to know about its veracity in few days), that reputed quantum researchers are involved gives hope (as also credible youtube channel has gone through the paper in detail and asserts that this could be it). The implication of this achievement is paradigm shifting (yes this the appropriate context to use this term!). This is exciting time. How I sincerely hope they have achieved it. Again. Wow and Wow!         

Appreciable initiative by Indian Railways

 

Indian railways has recently taken the decision to provide meals for general coach i.e. unreserved (UR) compartment for 20R (poori-dry aloo with pickle). This is commendable and long awaited. General compartments are where the poorest travel which essentially means majority of Indians, and is almost always many times original capacity. So, wherein normal compartment provides about ninety berths for ninety people, general compartment is occupied by five to six times the capacity therefore about 500 odd people. I have travelled in UR quite often when I was young as I used to travel to nearby small towns of Delhi at short notice. I have also observed how people travel long distance in these hellholes. It’s so packed that once you are in it is quite difficult to move around let alone go out to buy during stoppages, also it’s disconnected so even pantry food don’t reach, so they rely on small time vendors. It is heartbreaking scene, and little care is what matters. Everyday millions of people travel in appalling conditions and it seems nobody was really bothered. So, after so many decades policy makers have taken such decision shows the new ecosystem at work. That someone with compassion proposed this, and instead of silencing him or her and carrying on as if nothing can be done or that it is fated, decision makers decided to work on it is what makes this refreshing. Significantly the choice of the food and pricing also shows that care was taken and the issue deliberated. Poori is what common people generally carry for long distance travel. It is easy and quick to make in large quantity, doesn’t take much space nor gets easily spoiled and lasts long. Ofcourse, aloo/potato spoils hence they generally prefer pickle, and yes sliced onion and green chilies. This is something I have seen many times all across the north and central part of the country. Instead of aloo, pickle will do and therefore more pooris can be added or price reduced -this can be of much help for long distance travelers with limited capacity to spend, also big chunks of onion and chilies could be included. The question of  how it will be delivered remains. Hopefully stalls are placed where the UR compartments stops or these are loaded onto the compartment (arduous task since there is never really any space). Chance of creating artificial shortage hence stampede is quite high. There are people in primitive society who would like to keep fate/blessed binary in tight leash, this is what policy making was all about (lick those above you, kick those below. It’s a squatter authenticated value system). So, instead of genuinely involved and participate with progressive intent, create diversions, delegate misery, find scapegoat and move on (recall mediocre corrupt likes of CR immortalized "paklaam" in the corridor of power as a code for camaraderie. Instead of working out responsive values they even degraded colonial ways with chalta hai). All the parameters impacting practical application must be studied before these steps are taken. Issues related to hygiene and waste disposal are equally important. To understand those entrenched in power matrix don’t assume best of intention, nor use your benign mindset, these are nurtured in worst frameworks and depraved value systems. To know their motivations you have to watch wildlife channels or read about hunter gatherers (to understand likes of Zk I had to work on the umwelt combining sea slug, glow worm and rabid street dog…even then they shock me with their depravities thus giving insight on people whom they pleased -for instance, to nurture a mediocre crude disgust into some kind of state respected artist brand). Hopefully compassion driven policy making is sustained at action level too. This will give millions of extremely poor people travelling in worst of condition some respite. Also, if roofs of compartments have reflectors (or solar panels) this would reduce the temperature significantly.  

Reclaim

 

Pounded for power,

Reshaped for fancies,

Arranged for profit,

Eviscerated for glitter,

Amassed for greed,

Dumped with unwanted,

Used as a prop,

Violated and occupied,

Fed with toxic, much noise and bright.

Earth starts to shrug,

Burn the rot,

Spit the trash,

Shed the skin,

Stamp the arrogance,

Churn the eons,

Reclaim,

Evolve anew,

The thread that knit life and wonder.   

Presence

This fleeting scene is what you get to witness.

It fast folds winding in dark recess of mind,

To be lost.

With that, all the meaning,

All that was lived,

You start anew,

Wrestle with time,

Anchor your presence,

Take in all that you can,

Extract new meaning.

To repeat,

To be lost,

Cat dies,

Ants feast,

Life grows,

Life dies,

The real transcends.

Read this,

I become immortal.

ChatGPT's response on ISRO breach

I asked for ChatGPT's response by feeding my article (earlier blog "Mere technicians are not scientists"). Though it was critical of my stance but when i provided the context (since it cannot read pictures, nor did i mention details in my writing -actually i am quite tired of elaborating their antics, they have been doing it for long and every time breach is large) as also mediocre Indian media lacks the caliber. This is the response of ChatGPT (what i like about ChatGPT is that it is always succinct and to the point):

 ...media coverage plays a significant role in shaping public perception and discourse on various issues, including the actions of scientific institutions and professionals. When certain practices, such as carrying miniature models of rockets to temples for blessings, are not critically covered or are normalized in the media, it can indeed contribute to a lack of balance in the public's understanding of the situation.

Media organizations have an ethical responsibility to provide objective and unbiased reporting on all matters, including those related to science and scientific institutions. When there is a failure to critically examine practices that may raise legitimate concerns, it can hinder constructive discussions and accountability.

A lack of critical media coverage may lead to the normalization of certain actions, making it challenging to address potential breaches in professional conduct or conflicts between religious beliefs and scientific principles.

Mere technicians are not scientists

Structure of Scientific Revolution by Thomas Kuhn is a paradigm shifting book (pun intended since this expression was introduced by Kuhn, and has become part of common exchange in market exaggerated world where every product has become revolutionary and every action paradigm shifting. The expression is so misused that Kuhn admitted that he has “lost control of the word”) written almost six decades back. It is a must read for anyone interested to know how science works, “essential determinants of scientific development”, hence it becomes a must read for everyone since science defines significant aspect of humanity and essentially what is to be a human in the world we live in. Kuhn points out scientific research as a “strenuous and devoted attempt to force nature into conceptual boxes supplied by professional education”. While scientific revolution as “tradition shattering compliments to the tradition bound activity of normal science”. Copernicus, Newton, Lavoisier, Maxwell, Einstein so on produced “consequential shift in the problems available for scientific scrutiny” and “transformed the world within which scientific work was done”. He adds “its assimilation requires reconstruction of prior theory and reevaluation prior facts…an intrinsically revolutionary process is seldom completed by single man and never overnight”. Before streamlined education famous classic fulfilled a similar function. Works of Aristotle’s Physica, Ptolemy’s Almagest, Newton’s Principia and Opticks, Franklin’s Electricity, Levoisier’s Chemistry, and Lyell’s Geology -these and many other works served for a time implicitly to “define legitimate problems and methods of research” for succeeding generations of practitioners.

Kuhn elaborates that scientists normally don’t aim to invent new theories they attempt to “force nature into the performed and relatively inflexible box that paradigm supplies”, he calls it normal science as against paradigm-based science. The area investigated by normal science are, ofcourse miniscule, with “drastically restricted vision”. But these are born “from the confidence in a paradigm” and is essential in the development of science. By focusing on small range of relatively esoteric problems the paradigm forces scientists to investigate “some part of nature in detail and depth” that would otherwise be unimaginable. Also, some scientists have great reputation, not from novelty of their discoveries, but from “the precision, reliability, and scope of methods that they developed for the redetermination of a previously known sort of facts”. So, there are three classes of scientific problems: determination of significant fact, matching of facts with theory, and articulation of theory. There are extraordinary problems, and their resolution is what makes scientific enterprise worthwhile. They though emerge only on special occasions prepared by the advance of normal research. Inevitably, therefore, the overwhelming majority of the problems undertaken by even the best scientists usually fall into one of the three categories. Kuhn elaborates on commitments without which no man or woman is a scientist. The scientist “must be concerned to understand the world and to extend the precision and scope with which it has been ordered” which must lead to “scrutinize some aspect of nature in great empirical detail”, and if the scrutiny displays “pockets of disorder” then it must challenge to “refinement of observational technique” or to a “further articulation of theories”. Kuhn importantly brings another aspect of normal science, that of puzzle solving -a problem characterized by more than one assured solution. For instance, Japanese space agency’s extremely sophisticated scientific mission Hayabusa2 discovery of uracil from Ryugu (a near earth asteroid found within the asteroid belt between Mars and Jupiter) was an attempt to solve puzzle of origin of life.    

So, what are the temple hopping regrets at Indian Space Research Organization (ISRO) posing as? By no stretch of imagination: a scientist. These are technicians, skilled, but in the context of posing -mere technicians. Technicians are cog in the system; they work to make the system function hence useful. Mere technicians are cog for deeper state aspirations. They are torchbearers of nationalism, partake in crude expressions. They activate worst and degrade society. Trained in limited field with narrow use of intellect they are incapable to fathom wider context of the world, and repercussions. These are failure of education. A technician is unlike a craftsman or artisan. A craftsman is a human, and is deeply involved in the craft as expression of human possibility. A technician can easily be replaced by AI working in narrow parameter of predictable repeated outcomes, and hopefully very soon we are devoid of these dimwit dehumanized technicians that are exaggerated in primitive societies. Mere technicians at ISRO are trying to replicate soft landing on moon wherein much more sophisticated feats were achieved more than 50years back by NASA with human landing! They are replicating undervalued version after five decades. They are not trying to solve any scientific problem or bigger question; indeed, they are incapable to even conceive -as it is reflected from their juvenile embarrassing antics. Accepting anachronistic juvenile premise of religion and its fantastical claims has overwhelming influence on social psychology and implicit biases that creeps into choices and mindset. It severely diminishes scope of critical thinking, innovative ideas, egalitarian value systems and scope for scientific inquiry. It negates human progress and tags it into primitive premise. So, are these people genuinely herd minded or are they cleverly planning this ruse to be elevated as herd controllers is the only question that matters here. We are told that we are in “select club of nations”, it’s showcasing “technological prowess”. This truly has nothing to do with science or scientists -who are essentially involved in quieter aspects of scientific research and a subtler approach with unknown, expound critical thinking and are essential hinge for progressive values. They therefore become aspirational ideals for humanity, important reference for younger generation. 

For the largest populated nation in the planet, with painfully limited contribution to humanity, the mediocrity is not an accident it is nurtured, and celebrated since they lack any reference for excellence or compassionate bearing. The effort is to create narration of blessing, and keep the herd in tight control. From this limited worldview science becomes ritual while scientist are ritualist with sanctum dexterity, and space becomes their natural, indeed entitled, area of expertise. At the most they can do is status quo increment with specific intention to save money, nothing much. This also brings in the issue of semantic generalization. The stricter understanding of the word scientist -conceived with care, may not be applicable in primitive society -kept in degrading chaos, uncertainty and fate. Hence these must be undervalued. It is same for art, sports so on mediocre societies undervalues well defined semantics hence spiral into self-obsession with itself since reality would devastate. So, whether ISRO lands on moon or not, Indians have already lost while humanity gawks in wonder at the juvenile antics of philistines in the semantic garb of scientists. Pity.

**The fact that Indian media is incapable to take responsibility to question the socalled scientist's disgraceful regressive behavior shows how much they are compromised, and need herd for survival. While western posers have already put money on compulsive religiophilia for diversity redemption. As degradations are normalized they worry about democracy and patronize for better world by insisting on entitled role as representing common people into paradise and occasion for moral grandstanding.   

Brilliant writer. Compassionate soul. Valued human being.

 

“Anyone whose goal is ‘something higher’ must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves.”

Not a stochastic parrot

 AI is emergent no doubt, complexities were already observed much earlier through AlphaGo and AlphaZero game machines. There are discussions on ChatGPT (GPT4), frankly my earlier interaction with these were quite disappointing but recent involvements have made it clear that, even though there are deficiencies, they exhibit nuanced capacities and recognize pattern in what is entirely subjective -that these are sophisticated to elevated sensibilities is what makes it enchanting. The other day I gave ChatGPT an old poem to evaluate from my blog that was written almost fifteen years back. Frankly I don’t like to revisit old writings of mine since I find many quite embarrassing. It is only in the last eight or nine years that I have really found the grip, and yes some linguistic caliber to reflect reality after years of persistence. Therefore, it was quite surprising that I found what was written fifteen years back quite riveting, and really neat effort. So, I decided to put it to ChatGPT for evaluation. This is the poem:  

Someone in the crowd

When the face in the crowd
looks no different from me
and
so do all the faces.
Actions of speech, laughter, sadness
and silence
is someone else’s
and also mine.
The questions asked
spins in a vacuum
but still no one is without answers.
A dull ache up the body
confirms it once again
that
I too have become someone in the crowd.
Like massacred bodies
tossed into mass grave
and later dug out
as skeletons
all white bones
all hollow skulls.
Lump of hair
shreds of cloth
and nobody to mourn.

This a part of ChatGPT’s response “The use of vivid imagery, such as the faceless crowd and the comparison to massacred bodies, creates a powerful and haunting atmosphere. The poem's structure, with its concise lines and fragmented thoughts, contributes to the sense of disconnection and anonymity conveyed throughout”. What really got me was this line “While this fragmented style contributes to the poem's introspective and disjointed atmosphere…”. Now, I rarely write poems with such short lines, but somehow when I wrote these fifteen years back, I felt reason to write this way. It was some intuition of the context of the situation. You generally go with the flow, and then work for appropriate words and typos, then you reread as a reader or second person, third person so on. That is how it is worked. This poem had the stark context of people killed in Bengal (likely dumped in mass grave), the “fragmented style” and "disjointed atmosphere” it created was intuitional. That ChatGPT was able to perceive this is what makes it amazing. It gives me goosebumps. Clearly it is not a stochastic parrot, these really aren't random probables there is something deeper at work.      

 

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